Looking forward to meeting someone or maybe chatting online. Working night shifts and college I got me alienated. 

3am Thoughts

Learn How To Start Sucessful Poultry Farming Like A Professional.

Career

I had a friend who i had a crush on we talk she doesn't have the same feeling for me. When she moved to another place she almost never talk to me unlike before bit she talks to all my friends who were near me I cam see this everyday and does make me sad. She talks to everyone well but me we used to talk everyday but noe its like never. 

Anger Issues

Am I the only one who thinks that this is weird to live like this while we know that we are not going to live forever?
I feel like this should be a major concern, but people act as if they were going to live forever. And if you ever talk about death they won't know how to react as if it was a strange thing.
I don't want to spend my whole life working a job. 

Do you also feel that there is no point in sharing your “feelings” or current state of mind with others? I kind of put on my dark stuff or nothing matters mood on a random guy. It was just a moment of emotion. I do this from time to time. Something strange. And then I don’t feel related to whatever I said or did. Sometimes it can be fun like okay what would I do hmm. But at the same time my main question why would u do this why would u say this why are u like this whyyyy to myself?? 
I imagine explaining myself to him. I would actually write him in a short way like I didn’t mean to forget about it (but he already blocked me ahah😂). So now I’m trying to analyze why I keep thinking about this situation for longer than I should: 1) I’m bothered my someone’s opinion of me; 2) I’m bored and have nothing exciting in my life so I just get attached to something empty and make some sort of a big deal out of it. I actually do not communicate with anyone recently. I isolated myself from this world and now sometimes I randomly give these bursts of chaos(( I don’t know about idea of me and others opinion. I guess… but I just in general take this communication and sharing sometimes with doubt. I mean I shared with him but it didn’t make sense as it was just part of me that comes and goes and what I don’t like actually about this whole situation is that it’s only one part of me and here for someone this part becomes who I am. I feel very different emotions, tastes, thoughts and levels in myself and I can’t express them all at the same time of course so the best what I can do: support a general human introduction to each other, don’t give in to vivid emotions and expressions because I mostly regret about it after. And once you already communicate with person you can show deeper moments. I guess it would be a more balanced version. There is more that I will write it down in further posts. 

Overthinking

How to reply to, "My sweatshirt still smells like you?"

Crush

Every parent wants a strong son.

Every child wants a strong father.

Every girl wants a strong brother.

Every woman wants a strong husband.

As a man being strong is the only option you've.

Life

We all have goals and dreams of our own. But sometimes, we need a cheerleader to achieve those.
A person who'll always be there to cheer us up and say that "everything will be okay"

Though our parents are always cheering for us in some way, but the 3motion is different for them. 

That's why, I'm seeking a good friend who can also be my accountability buddy and we'll be each other cheer person

Dreams

Oh god I am on my period and .y hormones are soaring high. I generally don't crave any companionship during non period days, but my oh my, during periods I am just 🔥

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