Life is a journey...with the dream and the thoughts which are beyond the sky... 

3am Thoughts

Reason behind the cuts on my body is my family. Thank you God foe giving me such toxic sorry loving family 👪 ❤ 

Self Harm

Tera mera hai pyari amar 

I wish life could be as simple as it was during the stone age.

Mental Health

After spending almost 26 years on this planet, I get a gf & within 2 weeks I hurt her, when I try to surprise her. I didnt know that my words would hurt her so much, but I did. Her words did hurt me as well, but I had hurt her as well and, she was just retaliating to my words. Now, I don't want to lose her, as I want to marry her, but I am constantly getting bad thoughts of getting dumped even after I know that she loves me. I don't know how to make up for it. Please help me everyone, I love her a lot & dont want to lose her.

Love

I don't do phone calls unless you're reaaaallllllyyyyyy special. 

I sometimes feel I'm too desperate to be loved. I feel something, I get devoted and when things don't work in my favour, I feel like shit. I have had my own share of failed relationships, and the last one was traumatic, but I still feel the urge to have someone. And today, I am feeling guilty for feeling this way. They say it's difficult to be alone, but I say it's rather difficult to be hopeful than alone. 

Relationships

Hey i hope that u r doing good ! 💜 
So i am 18years old, the only child and m still living with my parents (which it is so hard and so stressful) anyways, i wanna talk about my father, because he is the reason why i overthink, feel sad nd  be tired because of what he does to me. 
He doesn't talk to me without any reason, he stalks me, example :whenever m out with my friends, he follow me... Also i guess that he is stalking me from my phone idk how, anyways he doesn't trust me, i swear that i didn't do something bad ! Oh yeah forget that he doesn't like when my mother and i laugh or just us being happy : if he sees us smiling or something he make up a story or something just to yell at us nd then our mood change. I hate that so much cuz idkk i feel like i can't live with him anymore but also i can' t leave the house cuz i have nowhere to go nd i am broke hhh. I just need a break from him... 
Excuse my mistakes (m trying to have a good writting) hope u'll understand me...
And i just need to talk about it otherwise i'll explode or have a heart attack or something nd i can't die or something now cuz my mother still needs me, she is the only reason m still living even if i don't feel like m alive. 

Seems like the more I care about everyone's happiness I make them more irritated.. Maybe the way is wrong or the person.. Frankly speaking I don't know 😞

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