I’ve had this thought for a while. Whether people truly cared for me or not. Just deep down in their heart, they probably hated me?
I had friends in high school which I’m closed with. We used to spend time together. Movies and all. Her secrets are mine and my secrets are hers. But one day we just stop. She blocked me from social media.
Did I somehow do something bad? She has new friends now. The one which was way better than me in terms of academic grade and this made me think back on myself.
Am I really wanted? I feel like all of them will leave me sooner or later. And I’ll be left alone.
I hate loneliness