Trigger Warning
I’ve been dealing with major depression, anxiety, adhd and OCD since I was 6 years old and last week I tried to hang myself. Of course I couldn’t go through with it even when I was feeling the air leave my body and could have easily let go I was too scared. I pray everyday now for someone else to kill me because I’m too much of a chicken to end my life. I’ve been trying to seek help in ways I thought would work but I know that people can’t just stop what they’re doing for me and I hate being a bother to them. Also Wednesday is my one year anniversary for my divorce which is causing me more depression and suicidal thoughts. I really don’t know what to do. I’m scared and living each day like this makes me really want to end my life. I can’t take it. Please someone help me. Anyone.
Avni @avni
Hey, there are helplines available on this site as well. Please vent here if you want but do seek help, holistic as well as psychological.And please share your fears with us here. We are all rooting for you:)
Simran Patel @simranpatel
Hey, you are STRONG. It takes immense courage to make a confession like this. I would encourage you to seek professional help. It will help you beyond measure. Remember, we are all here for you. You’re a fighter and you have got this. Don’t give up.
Dear Anonymous,
I’m so proud of you for holding on. You’re so sensitive and selfless to understand other people’s needs in life. You are not alone on your divorce anniversary this time around. You’ve got me, I’ll be here with you to listen to you and how you feel, and to hear you celebrate it if need be. Don’t worry about tomorrow, just do something that makes you happy today. Water a plant, pet a friendly neighbourhood dog/cat, sit outside in the weather and soak it up, we don’t know how much longer this planet is going to last. Just breathe, and hydrate yourself. That is more than enough. Today is more than enough to deal with. Deal with tomorrow when it comes. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
