It's a hopeless situation of mine...not exactly but I think I feel so....I have no one to share insta reels with😂 I have 3 friends who are busy all the time and it takes so much for them to reply and seem irritable...
Well I would rather ri don't have any true friends or friends for life who can listen to me anytime....oh God!!! I have been on earth for 19 years and couldn't even find a true friend for myself....🤷‍♀️

3am Thoughts

Im so done being a therapist for everyone of my friends an them doing nothing in return. Don’t get me wrong i love helping them and i want them to be well, but they only cone to me when they need help when they feel better they ignore me and leave me like i am nothing. They also dont even notice when im going through something and they get mad once i tell them that i feel like this. It just sucks because i love them so so much, but i guess thats just how boys work. You can offer them and give them so much, but it will never ever be enough 

Friends

I was just lying in my bed when I realised that I'm just a backup friend for all my friends. Like I used to think that all of us were bestfriends and would always be there for each other but then they always describe as only friends and call other people their bestfriends. Last night as I was lying in my bed I realised this fact. Am I really that worthless that I'm just a backup friend for all my friends? Am I really just worthy enough to be a back up?

I dont know what's wrong with me but i think i dont have real friends for my entire 25 years here. I've got friends when i was in high school, another friends when in college and another when i was working but i think it doest really lasts. Parting ways comes and that is also the time that our friendship part ways. The friendship built will also fade away so I think there is something wrong with me that my relationship with my friends doesnt lasts.

Relationships

Everyone has friends but me. Everyone is having fun, but me. Is it the way it is meant to be, or is it me? 

Insecurity

I only have like 4 friends in cllg who now i realise were there just cause they wanted stuff from me. Like they now make me feel bad about everything and dont communicate as its almost the end of my degree. Those 4 live together, make plans together and dont even care to ask me. It makes me feel bad. Am i wrong in any way? 

Hey you.. yeah u just don't overthink everything chill out who are real will stay don't try to force friendship or lovee
Chill out babe everyhtings gonna be ok ur eventually gonna find who loves u truly

Motivation

Is friendship important in life? Is it worth all of it? For me, friendships are always hard to keep.. they expect a lot from me...that I will be always available for them, I will do everything for them at the cost of my own mental health... I will not prioritize my own plans to go out with them...i dont know but sometimes I really think that friendships are not for me.. they always expect so much from me, but never understood my plans, my dreams, what makes me feel happy.. they never did anything to make me feel good or strong..  maybe I am wrong.. I am so confused.. 
Cuz I am afraid that one day I will have no friends left.

I feel like i am not upto anything serious in life and all my friends are really doing something or have acheived something

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