In here, always 

And my wish for you is that someday you find the courage to look past what has been said and done. To have a bit more hope and know that love has never been wrong. And I know you feel like you won't feel the same way again, but my love, it's supposed to feel like that. 
For you are not meant to feel the same way again, or to settle for the same thing, for the same love, for the same happiness, for the same pain. You are meant to feel something new, something that's going to overwhelm your heart in a different way, something you won't have to compare because it's nothing like you've ever felt before. 
And I know your worries and fears are going to start sinking in at some point. But my love, you're supposed to feel that way.

The concerned 

Shreya ,

3am Thoughts

ive posted a few times this morning and im sorry. i need help and answers. i want to get out of my house. my dad and his wife dont understand what they are doing to us. nothing i do is right and one minute i feel like theres hope, we can all be happy and then shes talking about everything i do wrong. i feel fat. i feel guilty for eating, i dont like this. i feel guilty for eating a banana, for eating a sandwhich. i keep thinking about hurting myself and others and i want to make these thoughts leave. i cant die i wont. but i want to. i wish i mean as much to people as they do to me. 

Teenagers

When you are trying to explain to your friends how you feel. But they response was like I can understand you, you only know what are you going through. I don’t want to said. Then they never check on you again, they just tired of yours. 

I get more depressed after sharing with them. What should I do! 

Breakup

Who’s awake I need someone to talk to . 😣 been in my feel’s lately. So much going on .

I want to make more female friends. But don't know from where to start?

College

Argh bad headache

My parents where very controlling,emotionally and physically abusive people when i was young i had seen my father trying to beat my grandmother and she committed suicide by litting fire to herself and to our house and when i was 11 i became homeless .
And this all mentally messed me up and me and my family started to live in a single room beside my fathers studio we had enough money to rent a decent house but my father was selfish he spent that money on useless things .yes he gave me food,education, clothing but that wasnt enough i was just a child i needed more than that but no one cared about me so i became emotionally detached. 
Then All I wanted was go to college and move away from this place from them but then my father got brain tumour and i couldn't go to college while all my friends did and i was left in house helping my dying dad we didnt have any money for surgery so people donates as charity i couldnt face anyone after that but we couldnt do the surgery because one way or another it was assured he was going to die so me and my mother and brother remained home looking after my dying father bathing him feeding him cleaning all kinds of thing and with help of some people and more charity i found a job and my father died while i was looking.
And then i was content at my job i found my love there it was from him i knew what love was. I studied my degpree as distant education while i did my job three years passed still my dream hasnt changed i needed go abroad i had experience to go to uae finally escaping from this hell everything was planned.
I studied hard spent my hard earned money to study a course to go abroad but when it was too close it was again taken away from me i dont have any money no ones going to help me i resigned my job to go abroad because at that job nothing was improving 
I let myself hope and it all came crashing down
I feel like my heart is ripped out
I want to go but i cant this world is cruel like that 
I feel like im dying only thing i ket myself hope i cant anymore

Money Problems

Good 

Adulting

Maybe everything he said was right maybe it was the truth. I thought in my head that I was doing everything right that I was doing everything a girlfriend should do. I didn’t know that he saw me like any other female in the streets I didn’t know he felt unloved that much . The words he said to me hurt so bad as if I was get stab over and over again. My tears didn’t start to fall because of those words because to me there not true. My tears started to fall because those words came out of his mouth the one that I love. For that moment the way he talked to me the choice of his words made it seem like he actually didn’t care. That I was nothing to him . That’s all we want through was nothing and didn’t mean shit. Do we even know why we still together do we actually love each other or are we just sacred or being alone. For me I know my answer I love him and I want to be with him . But do he really want to be a with me I mean he says he do but does he really 
mean it . I know there was love there at once more then we both can handle . But now I feel that most of that love is gone . As if we would never be able to go back to how we once were. All that’s left is fights after fights no love . I just want to be happy that’s all I ever wanted 

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