I’m too awkward to be in a relationship. I don’t know how to do romantic gestures, or be all lovey dovey with a person I love. I’m the kind of a person who slaps the gift on their face because I become way too awkward. I cannot speak my mind. If I want a hug or a kiss I cannot ask. I will rather wait for them to take the initiative.
I turn every conversation into a joke and run out of romantic conversations. The whole idea of romantic things is way too awkward. The only thing goes through my mind ‘what if I say something wrong’.
I’m really bad at expressing things. I sometimes wish that only if I had a superpower of letting people see my mind like Bella from Twilight things would have been much easier.
I avoid dates to sit at home and spend time alone. I’m ok with having my partner over only if he stays quiet and read a book or spend time watching movie. Like connect with each other by remaining silent for a while.
Looks like I’m crazy and I’ll probably die alone💀
I wish even I could get a date!
