Iβm so fucked my whole life is fucked all of a sudden Iβve lost passion for football And gained passion for MMA I want to become a football player. All of a sudden i have Lung congestion and shit whenever I run I feel fucked and my parents are sending me to boarding school I donβt even get the respect I deserve even after joining the school football team and now all of a sudden I fucking have diabetes. Honestly committing suicide is way better than this man