I'm so depressed for no reason I hate how weak I am, I literally got no reason to be depressed but yet here I am

Pathetic 

I feel so alone.  Literally everybody hates me 

I wanna kill me but I don't wanna go to hell

NO don't think that u have been sad or depressed for ntg .. u are sad cause there are reasonss.n .no one knows .what u have been  through .like yeah ik how u are feeling although I might not put em in words properly 😢 everyone tells ki time will heal the pain. But I think we can only heal ourselves. Be kind with ur self. Start dng little changes every dayy .Atleast the 1% . 


3am Thoughts

Oh how deep are those eyes
I its the best I've seen beauty of Devine
Oh what that smile hides
Everytime i get memorized
I see rainbows in my life
I see love rain everytime
Come closer as we lie
The time will always be by our side 

Love

Is anyone here studying for CA Final Exams?

Can anyone please help.
How to signal your friend that you don't like partiality/ lowest priority from them without telling directly ? 

Friends

How do I know if therapy is working? How do I know I am healing?

Mental Health

Vo kya din hoga, vo kya raatein hongi..
Jisme tum muskurati hogi..

hello
it would be nice if someone would help me out, I really don't know what to do
recently, I have a lost a dear one, and in mourning ever since. I also started college this year and made a lot of new friends. then, when online classes started, I really did not talk to anyone much and only had contact with one friend. I usually text the other time to time so I would not loose contact. college reopened now and I feel that I've missed a lot of things and I'm feeling that I don't fit in. because of this, I'm having social anxiety, as not in fearing to approach them, but overthinking a lot. I think I'm not being included. I have also been suffering from depression. I thought that if I sulk and not approach people, I won't make friends, so I try to put a happy face, but now I'm struggling. it affecting my day to day activities and studies. please help me out.

Depression

So I am getting affected coz of this person. He is my dad. I dont like him Coz many things have happened and he is toxic. He is impressive to outer world and shitty at home. He perfers my brother more and He dont talk to me Nicely. He is like daughters are dumb and I cant do anything in my life. He dosent support me anything nor do he talks To me nicely. More to that He keeps on doing Things which he knows maybe will effect me or annoy me. Like caring more for My brother and all. He does all this and never appreciates Me . I am just done feeling this way. 

Parenting

It hurt me. Now I am feeling heavy.
When I don't talk coz of not feeling well, not in good mental health and then get replaced by someone else the place where I used to be. And they don't even remember or miss me. When they used to care earlier. They wanted to talk to me. But nah, there is someone else they care about now. They will always have someone to talk to. And I will always be alone. Why can't I have anyone permanent. In the billions of people, can't I have few my people, whom I can trust, rely on. It hurts to be alone sometimes. I have learnt living alone, not dependent on anyone all my life. But till when? It hurts when I see others having what I wanted for me too. What was my fault? I didn't even do anything wrong to anyone that much. And even after people being mean and bad they are enjoying life. And me almost crying everyday for new reasons And whatever happens.

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