I’m so confused About my career every day I wake up that’s the first thought is that I want to do in life. Being independent is so important for me.
Currently, I’m doing my BA first year probably gonna major in psychology. I took it because I have an interest in psychology, scored good marks in 12th and a lot of people told me to but not sure if I want to continue because when I hear what people are going through I Constantly keep thinking about it and it freaks me out and since lockdown started I stopped studying.
I want to be a makeup artist (I am pretty good at it) but I am not sure where to start from. as an artist, I am supposed to put myself out on social media, and that gives me anxiety fear of judgment, and failure (there are so many makeup artists why will people see me)Since I’m a perfectionist I’m always unsatisfied, all this stops me.
I just want to stand out from others in whichever field I go Or maybe I just don’t want to anything.
I would just like to add on this. Every influencers thinks the same thing which is "why would people see me when there are so many people out that ". But you can see where they are now!
People likes posts because of the content and cuz of your talent. So just go ahead with whatever you want to do. Start a social media page, if you want to. Don’t think much about the outcome. I can understand that initially it might be discouraging, cuz initially it’s difficult to get more likes and views. It might not be that great as the other makeup artists. But, there is always space for learning right? But then that’s okay. Work more your content and I am sure people would love it.
You know sometimes even you won’t know how much you are capable of that’s when the audience’s views helps you.
Take care ❤
Thankyou so much this is very motivating :)
