I’m in art major but I’m feeling nothing. It doesn’t inspire me the way I’m learning in school. I’m in third semester and never learned about art in school. I hate feeling like this. I think I make a mistake. I used to go through a few depressive episode and choosing this major was in that time. And it changes my passion too. Changing major is too late. I want to do something that I can do with purpose. I don’t care if it pays well or not. I just want to cure this emptiness. I love physics. It’s one of the subjects that I enjoy. I love writing too. And reading. Please subject me on how do I implement all of these interest in life to make my life feels more fun.