banana @bananabees
I’m hurt. So hurt in a marriage don’t want to be in. I kind of feel so trapped because I really have no idea how things work in this country. I just wish I can go back to my country but my kids will be here. I just want to talk to someone who would just listen and connect with me emotionally I feel so lonely. I’ve been suicidal and therapy doesn’t help. Nothing is working. It’s just the worst. My kids don’t deserve to lose their mom but I don’t think they deserve a mom like me.
Hey don’t give up. I’m here to listen if you want to talk.