Im feeling very lonely....😭😭

I lost my mom three months ago on May 2nd, She has passed away in sleep. She had her first cardiac attack..😫😫 She is just 50 Years old.. She is super healthy.. She doesn't have any other health issues, in fact not BP or Sugar though. I already lost my daddy in the year 2014. I'm the only daughter of my parents. Now, my mom left me alone in this cruel world and she went. I can't pass my days.. I'm feeling very lonely... I want my mommy, I miss her cuddles and morning hugsss...😭😭 this pain is so deep.....

Hey.. thanks a lot for your kind words... I don't have any idea how will I overcome this loss. But as you said, One day I will become stronger than ever I imagined about myself... 

Thanks, a lot and more power to you🤗

This is so sad to hear, i wish i could do anything but i just wanna tell, wherever they are, they are watching you and so smile and tell them you are strong and they can rest in peace together. you are their strong daughter and make them feel that way.
*virtually hugging you*

Lonely

My father had very negative personality always talking negative demoralising me, had fear of things that didnt happened. I dont know if he had some mental issue now he is no more. Hedied of heart attack. I dont know sometime i miss him but sometime i feel releived that noone is talking negative

My grandmother died 3 days ago and today my boyfriend broke up with me. I can't feel anything....


im some how missing my grandfather alot today

Other

i miss my grandparents soooooo much i want to make them happy and proud and hug them and never leave them i love them soo much😭

Family

I lost my grand father on 12-Dec-20. I don't know how to overcome it. I have always been his favorite child. 

Worst day of my life!
My bff lost his dad to corona, I don't know how to console him or what to say to him. Can't even meet him coz he's tested positive too. What can I do over call or chat😞

COVID-19

This discussion goes upto a very different level and so am not able to express it out to anyone in person, though it has a very valid and practical point of view according to me, but it is emotionally and socially extremely triggering when it comes to talking to someone very close to you. Another issue is, I am just in my late teenage. 
So recently I lost my maternal grandmother and I had a breakdown. You would find me very rude when I say that I am happy for her that she passed away and sad for all that has come to me from her 'unintentionally'. 
I now feel like not having kids in future. It's not because I don't like children or neither it's because I fear labour. I curse my heredity for this thought of mine. 
From my paternal family I have the issue of hypertension and a chance of being a slight issue of paralysis (not sure). But from my maternal side, it's a huge family of diseases that is ready to engulf me anytime. 
So my grandma who passed away, I have always wondered thinking of 'how she survived for so long?' It's because, she had been through 3 accidents which led to 3 rods in her body replacing bones. She had survived through 4 paralysis attacks, and 2 major and 1 minor strokes. And all this she had survived with a hereditary linage of 'diabetes'. 
I just feel like, I don't want to create a faulty population similar to me. And also I want to know what you as a reader think of it.. Like am I overthinking or something like that... I don't know, but it's really important kind of. 
So feel free to give your views on it🙂

Not to well... as everyday I miss my Dad even more. He was my best friend and companion. The one I lived my dreams and goals with. He showed me true love and heart, something that I am wondering if I will find again. Each day that passes I feel emptier as I don't have that person there to talk too and call at lunch to tell him I miss you, love you, how's your day going, how are you feeling, and what do you want for dinner? The simple conversations which brought comfort to my life and love. There is just no one to talk too that had the same connectivity and love for each other; as I always wanted to live with my Pop's (yes, I finally got to move to my dad's at 14 and I wouldn't be where I am today if it wasn't for him). That's why it is so hard not to feel lonely as the house i bought for us is empty without him. I leave the lights on in our living room where he passed away so he is not left in the dark and everyday I go out to an empty room and glance over wishing he was there..... That's why on Saturday i finally kinda had that feeling of not being alone with no one to talk too lifted from my heart as I got to spend time with an old friend. Her presence felt the void in my heart for a Day, but I think it made me feel worse because it made me realize how lonely I am without someone who cares to talk too. Will there ever be a sense of comfort? Will I find a partner to love and cherish? Will my hearts void me filled with love and companionship once again? I Don't Know!!! My dad's gone and everyday is a struggle to not feel lonely. 

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