Im bossy, needy, controlling, judgmental, I overthink everything and am uptight. I was just raised in this environment where my family spent every day being arugmentive, paranoid, or judgmentlal and I have ADHD, so overthinking natually comes with that. Do yall have tips on how to just not give a fuck anymore and start being free and loving myself. 

ADHD

I'm writing this because I can't have a paper trail. I need to get my thoughts out of my head before I go insain. Blom I love you. It's hurts me you don't love me back. Living a life and not being loved by the man you want to be loved is the worst life ever 

Confusion

I have the audacity to love my killer. 

3am Thoughts

*Will u go on a date with me?*
How people ask an unknown without being formal or in a composure. I've lost hang of my flirt skills for a long time now, idk how people get new friends easily online. I want to ask a girl out on a date but I think I can't get her or me from being formal. 

https://open.spotify.com/track/7B109wzCWzXI5LFvjXWie1?si=iomFdPPcTjao5zcx2maJRw

Kondaru free time lo replies istharu..
Inkondaru free time cheskoni replies istharu...

Both are different kadha.. 

so my parents out that i am having sexual relations with this guy and they reacted really terribly. i don’t even know how they found out i didn’t bother to ask, i just took their yelling and screaming at me. it’s been two weeks and they haven’t talked to me. ive sent them messages and called but they don’t answer. i’ve been staying at this guys house because they told me to get out and i had no where else to go, i don’t know what to do. 

Other

I am going to appear for SSB Interview (JAG Entry) next year, so any tips?

Career

It's been a year and I still fuking love him
Even after all the time he broke my heart and eventhough he doesn't give a single sh"it about me. What is wrong with me?

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