I wish I was never born. I damn my parents for having me. Especially my father. People like him should not reproducing. I hate everything about him because he reminds me of me. Pathetic and unable to function. I hate this crippling anxiety that takes over my life. I hate the suppose people that promise to stay in my life no matter what yet left. No one understand this consist anger I feel being here. Living like this. I feel so disabled. Unable to be normal. I am tired of being told that things get better but they are not. When are they getting better, when I’m dead? Because I would love not to be here anymore. I despise being here. I hate everything about my life.