I will be alone in room everyday no one will talk to me ill be just using mobile sometimes i feel like i should die but no no one respects me in house nor i have a good friend who will be for me or talk to me i feel very stressed and depressed 

Its happens with everyone at some point of life .You should call your friends for outing 

See its happens with every adult the thing is that how you come over it if you are always lying in your room it means you are free and you have lots of time rather than lying on your bes and using your phone you can go out and enjoy your self you can connect to your parents have chat with them go out and see the rest of the world and help poor people or if you don't want to do this all then if you can afford a pet then go buy it will keep you busy all  the time and you will also get the company and try to make others happy that will automatically help you find happiness in yourself.

I'll be good friend 
I'm not going to flirt here, I'm here to talk 

Mental Health

I really i need to someone i could literally lean and  be dependent on them . Its been long time i have being alone may the argue is not form a short period it still persist since a long time so may be its time i need someone.😩

Compassion

Is it just me who has to put in all the effort? I always try to do the best and be the best for others, but I can't recall a single time when someone asked me "How are you?".

I don't show people when they make me feel unimportant rather I act like it is super cool. When deep within I know that this thing is eating me.
I dont tell anyone because if after telling me they treat me differently and even if they mean it, I will always be in doubt that they are doing it because I asked them to and not because they want to. 

I really want some validation from people that I love but I can't ask for it. Hence, I make myself believe that no one cares, and that I am not important. Though I know I do a lot for everyone. 

Depression

I am very down today. Recently my bestie relative passed away and she msged me regarding this. But I was kinda busy and really not in mood to talk at all because i have very bad anxiety and didnt wanted to say anything rude thats why i cleared my notification box and forgot that she msged me. She was very upset and angry and msged me again yesterday and thats when i realised what mistake i did. I quickly msged back to her and apologized a lot. But then she started to blame me for everything (eg: “I am the reason her life is so misreable” or “I cant understand her” or “Im never with her”) and i know that i did a very big mistake for not being with her for the first time but she was so furious and started blame game.
I was devasted at the end of the conversation and told her that she is having grief paon and to calm down but she became very dramatic so i apologized and sended my condolence and said bye.
Little did she know that how much bad, inssecure and depressed i felt because of her dramatic behaviour. i feel guilty for not msging her that day but today conversation went way out of line.

Anger Issues

Anyone here from Raipur, Chhattisgarh

Other

Bhot pyaas lgi hai but uthke paani piney ka mn nhi

Idk why but I'm feeling like today is my last day :)

Ps: Everything with is absolutely alright just lil  tired coz of last night's party 

YOLO

Well, I'm feeling not good at all. I feel lonely all the time. I don't have Any female friends. I'm a good guy I know I am but still I don't have Any friends(a female friend). I have done my graduation. I'm good at studying. When I was in collage I feel like I'll make some new females friends but It was just a dream that never came true. I miss something in my life. I see lots of guys do have femla friends, a good looking female friends. As I can say, I looking great,my looks are good. I do take care of myself alot. I do workout every mon to Saturday. I don't know but I feel like that, being a good person in this world is become a curse!!! Female's (girls) do talk to those guys who aren't looking good enough and also who don't have any future and those who don't have any plan for their future. I don't know why, I mean Novody ask to good guys. I'm a shy person. I can't make my first move to talk to Any female. I'm good with males. I've quit few male friends. Here friends means a real friend and that's why I choose only few who stand by me. It's Really not good that I have done my graduation but I'm still not having any female friends. I want to share my thoughts my feelings. I smile but I want to cry, I want to talk but I want to be quite, I pretend like I am happy but I know I'm not. I always make people feel good with me but the issues is that, the love and care and understanding person (a femal) that I'm seeking for I didn't found it, I mean I'm not looking for too much in femals/girls but I don't know. I'm sure that, nobody care help me out but I wanted to tell what I was feeling right now. I live alone and now I use to be alone. I feel emptiness in me. It's just because I never had any girl in my life. I never had a female friend in my life. Sometimes I feel so weak and I feel guilty. I feel so fail in my life. I see girls do have boyfriends and so guy too have girlfriends. There's nobody single like me in this whole world. I'm just the one who feel so lonely and I will think that I will die as living alone. I have so much pain in me. I don't usually share my feelings to anyone even tho not with my few friends. I also feel So Guilty that I didn't enjoy my collage Life. I had so many dreams when I was in collage but the reality changed me and so on I accept the reality. Sometimes I like to cry, and I do cry when I'm alone because it helps me to let go my pain. Even tho I can't stop my tears while writing this. Indont want to say too much, because I want to be happy and I will try.

Lonely

Life just happens really, it's your call on what to do about it. 

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