I want to run. Run from everything around me. Especially those feelings. I’m tired of always giving & in return getting may be! 
If people are confused they should say I’m confused, I need time. Instead of acting they want this all! 
My thoughts are not in order. I just want to shout, cry my heart out until there’s not a single bit of tear left!

I feel sad for you but eventually someday everything will be fine....and you will overcome this , have faith

I feel so stuck, I really don't know how to say a thing, sometimes I just feel so frustrated and suffocated sometimes and every time I feel so low and uninterested in things which I really like to do and want to bt still don't able to.. 🙁🙁

Mood Disorder

I m feeling so much suffocated, I m feeling like I hv trapped, I m so much sad and depress

Acne

I don't want to be around anymore.

3am Thoughts

You can sound the alarm
You can call out your guards
You can fence in your yard
You can hold all the cards
But I won't back down
Oh no I won't back down
Oh no
Oh no I won't back down

Music

I m scared like there has been no instance near me but somehow I am scared of an acid attack. Like I have these bad thoughts in my mind being scared of such instances what do I do. I m Trying really hard not to think about such stuff but it scares me.

Overthinking

Anxious. I feel very anxious. I am determined and a very consistent girl. Yet I am the person who jumps into another relationship as soon as one ends. I need validation from boys and want them to love me. I don't knkw I was not like this. I found this perfect guy who's not ready for commitments. I want to move on yet I get stuck on the same chapter everyday. I have a future to make, a career to create yet I waste my time thinking about him. I'm no teenager, I'm 21yo. Still. I hate this thing which has gotten into me. Needing love from people. I want to be the person who loves herself very much and doesn't need anyone. Even I was that person but now it's just I need someone, I need someone. I think a very bad negative energy is inside me. This force always tells me to do wrong things and focus on wrong things. I realize it's inside me and I want to get rid of it. But how. I'm tired. I'm very very tired. Tired of validation and no self love. This makes me overthink a lot and yes anxious too. Please help me. Please.

Anxiety

Could there be a sadder ending eh??

This is the time when i start thinking about whatever happened to me in the past i keep on overthinking about things which i know will never be alright. Im the one who is always there to make everyone feel so happy , but when it comes to me everyone leaves , someone i trusted so much , thought that person would be there for me but when i needed him the most he left me.. . I dont know what to do.. i have so much pressure .. family problems, got no friends, etc .etc.. i just want to be happy.. I dont even remember when was the last time i was happy.. Not even a single night has passed without me crying.😔😔But still at the morning i pretend like nothing happened and make everyone happy.


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