I used to think I needed a lot of friends so I can feel loved. I was so wrong. The older I get, the more grateful I am for my small circle of friends.


Yeah. It’s better to be in small circle rather in a big but full of fake person.🙂

Hope you find them.🙂 but mine i’m happy to stay in small circle of friends.

How many friends are there in this circle ?

People say the more the merrier.. and i am still finding those people 

Personal Growth

Hey.i m feeling betrayed  by my friends (i don't  know whether i calm them friend or not)when they  know you well they know your weakness  n make fun of it..criticize  it  ..when i tried to set my boundaries..then their ego got hurt.n they stop talking to me i tried to clear things that ut was affecting  my mental  health n all..but still  they think i m taking sympathy or lying.nd stop talking to me..i feel very low as i have always been there when they needed..tried my best.at one point i felt that they were never my true friends.how to get over this feeling??!i know all i can do is ignore. But its very hard for me as i treated  them as my family.  At the same time the way they r treating  make my heart breaks into thousand  pieces. Why people have so mu h hate to do..why cant they be kinder..why can't  they try to understand  other person's  point of view??

Mental Wellbeing

Wtf is up with my brain!

Okay I’m kinda the person who likes to keep my social groups seperate especially the ones that are family friends who I know since childhood and like my university/college friends. 


But now I have a few family friends coming to my university/college and it feels like from the convos that have been going around that they are keen to join my uni/college friend group 

Like I know I’m making a fuss out of it but I just like to keep them separated and for some reason I have anxiety and have been stressing over it 

Friends

I'm feeling like I'm I not good enough. I've been trapped in toxic friendships. I'm out of them but I just feel like am I not good enough to be a friend? Why are people so mean always? Should I also become mean?

I have very few friends but they are really close to me. When I joined college it took me sometime to make friends cuz I am a little shy and hesitant . I can really get along with someone if they approach me first and I even know that won't workm it's just that I need time to open up. In college also I didn't have a very big group but in lockdown I realized that grp is really not made for eachother ...we know each other for not more that a year. Luckily I am close to one of them and we really get along but she has diff career path and won't be together next yr . I was looking forward to making more friends and improving myself in the second year but due to the lockdown all my plans are gone in vain. A few friends I made in college more like acquaintance have lost touch. I feel really lonely at times but can't do anything due to the lockdown. 

feels like i have friends no I don't have

3am Thoughts

Today 
Whn a friend was telling the first impressions of all friends of our grp
she told what she thought about every1 when she met them 1st time
istg ,it wasn't even their first impressions, like for one she said she's like her second mom, gives her amazing advices (like Bruh that's not even a first impression, they came close after months) and for others it was chill and cute types, like ur not punctual, ur messy
and for me she said I had anger issues! like seriously, idk it hurt me? and everyone agreed
I dunno if it should hurt or not
but it did.
And tbh I always feel left out from this group, like when I'm late no one waits for me, but for others they do... I'm not included in half of 'the talks', like everyone's teasing each other with crushes' names and I'm clueless, because everyone except me knows it... They always talk about how they talked on calls for hours and no one even called me
when someone asks for notes, 3 people send it, and when i ask all people will see the message but not send
and like if we're choosing partners, I'm always the last one chosen
and the person also looks not happy, I'm never the priority
I know it's too immature, but it's affecting me
and I dunno if I am overthinking
Just wanted to vent it out


My friends see me as a formality now. It feels like I am a burden for them. We hangout in a group and I’m always left alone. It’s daily like that. I feel so unwanted and hurt. I don’t know what to do. Should I leave them but then I don’t have other friends as well. It’s difficult either way. 

Lonely

Friends what is friends
Friendship is nothing but a tool which u only play n throw
Either u play or get played by them
Its just painful to see everyone enjoying without u
Cuz it makes u feel your existence doesn't matter anywhere
But on the other hand if u take it as positive it mean you are strong enough to live alone
I have no friends doesn't mean i cant make friends
Making friends are far easier than boiling water lol
Just join a group of friends n treat them anything in canteen boom u hot friends
Feed them daily n they ll be ready to be your host n u can eat them like a paracite
But i never tried this even though i have few bucks i just hate friends
Cuz friends are nothing more than a tool who are selfish like hell
Person who match my vibe understand my feelings like my habits appreciate me help me encourage me 
Hasn't born maybe

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