I used to foster kittens and the first time I did all three of ended passed away because of various reasons that weren’t in my hands or controllable. It hit me like a truck. I dont think I’ve ever been more emotionally unstable and depressed ever before. It look me about a year to come to terms with it and I still cry whenever I think about them.
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Ok kittens are very very vulnerable. It is ok, animals are too soft and India’s environment and climate doesn’t help much. That’s a part of fostering, dealing with loss. A year is a long time, think of all the new kittens that need help. You can do it all over again and then a hundred more times and you could still lose a kitten. That’s life.