I turned 24 today...I have never dated. Always focused on my studies, my career...now I am well settled...so Do i login on dating site? Or its to late...or may be wait for arrange marriage proposal....

First of all happy returns of the day 
Secondly if you want to explore new people and know and meet new people you can login or start socialising 

Happy birthday 🎂 it's time you start enjoying ur life first... relationships are not the only thing, there's so much more... 

Go out grab some drinks you've done what everyone is trying, have fun enjoy your day don't waste your time on dating work for yourself get six packs if you already have try for 8 or bigger chest everything will be with you eventually have a good day 🎈

Adulting

I feel an urge to manipulate people

Mental Health

Getting interested in Leonardo da Vinci nowadays :)

3am Thoughts

Thinking of people sometimes irritate me, why to judge someone when u were not even in their place 

I am slowly learning what it means to be human.
I am slowly learning how to forgive the past. How to accept that sometimes beautiful things end, that sometimes the timing isn’t right, that sometimes the messiness of life gets in the way. I am slowly learning that endings aren’t something to be upset about, but rather, I am slowly learning how to appreciate how damn lucky I was to experience something real and hopeful and light in a world that sometimes fails to be soft.
I am slowly learning how to be alone. I am slowly learning how to wake up in the middle of the bed. How to make just one cup of coffee in the mornings. How to hold my own heart, how to take up my own space. I am slowly learning how to stop filling voids with other human beings, and instead, I am slowly learning how to confront the void itself. How to heal it.
I am slowly learning what it means to be human. What it means to make mistakes and learn from them. What it means to be both happy and sad at the same time. I am slowly learning how to do the damn work. How to stop running from what is heavy and uncomfortable in my life. How to take the easy route less and less. How to grow myself, how to be a better person.
But most of all, I am slowly learning how to just be, in this moment. How to exist. How to understand that I cannot control life, that I can only experience it in both its light and its dark stages. I am slowly learning how to laugh and cry and feel through it all, how to welcome the confusion and the joy that comes with loving, and living, and breaking. I am slowly learning how to accept where I am.
I am slowly learning how to simply believe in the person I am becoming.


Affirmations

Anyone up for chat?

From topper to average, From DJ to LoFI, From bright to dark, From crying to broken toy to smiling with broken heart ❤........... We all grew up. 

Probably the worst compliment is when some girl talks about her any insecurity and some guy comments that boys like it that way don't worry. 

So I burst out crying at 3.00 am today morning. All I can say is, that I am severely unhappy with my life, and l lack the courage to change. 
I often feel bad about my physique. 
I am miserable about a crush I had in 6th grade, till now and I just resent myself sometimes for liking him despite him body-shaming me multiple times in public and using me for my school work. I guess I am just desperate to find any sort of love 
I am severely unhappy about my career and life choices. I feel so lost sometimes that, I question my existence and the meaning behind it. 
I get jealous seeing people going on trips abroad and living away from their families happily 
I don't know, I am literally fighting demons. Life has been quite hard lately 


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