I stopped watching romantic movies because of you Kaku, because i knew i would miss you really bad if I see all the romantic scenes.
But somehow my friend convinced me today to watch a romantic movie and now I can't stop crying, because I m missing you since then. 
Even after everything I still miss you.
I HATE YOU, I HATE MYSELF, I HATE MY LIFE. 

Breakup

I have spent my whole life trying to not be a disappointment to my parents and somehow I still have never been good enough.

Suicidal Ideation

I said I’ll always be here for you, and I will. Even though Ik u won’t be there for me lol

3am Thoughts

How about we stop judging anyone out here, for anything they post? I mean wasn't freedom of speech, the reason why this platform was made? Stop hating and do not get indulged into the matters, if yall can't support. 

Love

Someone fall in love with me but have your first thought be “Damn, that’s an adventure.” Don’t fall in love with me at first. Let’s have fun. Share giggles between our kissees, stories under the stars, make promises under the candelight of warmth our hearts will emit. 
Accept me for me, love me for me, stand by me for me and I will do the absolute same for you. 
So how about it, darling? 

Looking forward to have a small family to enjoy the life better than before

Anxiety

hi guys so i just wanna share a piece of my life as i don't really have someone to share exactly how i feel so  i am currently in college and now college is closed due to sudden rise in covid  19 cases but when sadly i couldn't make a single friend in college nor offline or online i was kinda very social person in my high school had a lot of friends i was very attached to them like my life literally revolved around them but like as soon as high school ended no calls, no chats i tried to message one of my friend i actually called her but she picked up a fight out of blue i apologised to her like so many times yet she never replied and ghosted that really affected me and i have no more  courage to open up and make new friends i am currently studying for medicine and it can get tiresome sometimes my mother sometimes beats me if i dont do home chores she becomes very agressive and harsh with words i am old enough to counter her attacks but my body becomes numb and i start to have breathing problems my brother is a malevolent person  i  know younger siblings can be annoying but i have literally cried asking him to stop he isn't so small that i am literally begging him to stop sometimes cries so that my mother beats me i hate my life want to end it all at once all this suffering  but my religion doesn't permits to take life cant take it anymore be strong, stay positive till when i want this suffering to end sometimes i wish the tome could just stop i want to get out of this dark hole of life i say to myself i don't need anyone in life but sometimes i just need a person to ask me   how i am doing? not just for the sake of conversation by to listen to my  heart hug me i just don't remember when someone hugged me empathize with me ah i am in tears as tell you all how i feel thank you so much for reading i appericiate

Panic Disorder

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I don't know why I want him to talk to me, like me and take interest in me. I know very well that I am not that physically attractive and he might want someone much prettier than me. Okay ... I know this too that what I am feeling now is totally foolish.. I should feel wanted by a person who values my heart more than my physical appearance. I hope this feeling of mine dies soon. I hope it vanishes today itself. I don't want to wake up tomorrow and hopefully look into my phone for a single msg of him. God.. just remove him from my thoughts please.. I don't want to feel this rejection. Specially when it is based on my outer looks. Help me out with this soon. I am leaving this on u. Okay.. please help.

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