I posted something as a trigger warning but the app will check it until then. How long it will take?

Frustration

Been crying all night, and now too. I didn't know this breakup will hurt this much. This was the only time in my 26 years of life I have ever loved by someone, and it hurts so much as he left saying that from the past three days I didn't even know you existed.
Thankyou to everyone who commented on my previous post. Idk what to say in return.


Breakup

Girlfriend

Looking for a friend, a personal therapist.
Someone here who can help me and listen to my unlimited stuff?
Who could help me and never get bored or irritated of it.
And could support me on my rights and tell me where I was wrong.
Anyone?

Supportive

you told me that one day i would realize that we are meant to be and that it didn’t matter how many other people we met or how long it would take, we would end up together. you were right. 

3am Thoughts

TW. I think that I'll always be the second or last choice in everyone lives mainly because I'm not beautiful or skinny enough for them. I have acne marks and I've gained a lot of weight since I graduated high school. I feel so uncomfortable in my old clothes and I pretty much stayed at home because of my acnes. I knew it was my fault cause I choose to be in this state. I ate too much when I stressed out and I would pop my acnes when I feel itchy. I couldn't help myself and now I can feel that my health is decreasing. I get tired easily and I didn't have the strenght I use to have. I can't throw out old clothes because I can't accept the fact that I couldn't wear it anymore. I desperately need help but everyone i know seems to take it as a joke. I feel disgust about me living as me.

Exhausted

Don't tell anyone your next move,even your hobbies and the way you do things..you'll start loosing the charm when you share alot and people don't feel happy by listening to your small wins so these things need to keep secret

I know everything happens for a reason. But have been sitting there like
WHAT WAS THE REASON!!!??

There’s this heavy feeling in my whole body like i don’t even what does this shit mean but it’s really suffocating me 

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