I noticed in my surroundings,
People around me are easily bored, tired, drained out. Frustrated. Insecure.

Some accepts some denies.

Most of them have no sense of purpose of living. They are constantly following their urges coming from animal instincts.

If I lose my track of vigilance.

I can distract easily & often.

INFINITY 

Personal Growth

Be open to new things. 

Be ready to let go of old beliefs.

Be flexible to accept new ideas.

Be aware not to resist change.

Let go of all the resistances that hold you back from knowing the truth.

Accept that what you know is only a fraction of the limitless wisdom.

Be willing to surrender and let the universe flow through you.

And when you empty yourself, you get filled.

3am Thoughts

I think I have hit rock bottom. In a couple of days I have to write one of the most competitive exams in the country. I haven't touched a book in a year . I procastinate the whole day watching movies and tv series. In the end of everyday I masturbate to forget the pain of self loathing. I don't even know if my parents notice or anything but I know if this continues I may not have a bright or atleast a decent future ahead. I can't bring myself to be motivated to reset and make everything right before it's too late. I sincerely wish I can come out of the hell put myself in.

Self Love

why you hurt me like this?

Loss

I had been in a relationship since 2019 which was pretty good but ever since the lockdown began, it became an on and off thing. He ultimately decided to take a break from me for his exams and suggested me to do the same. I was fine with it too but I started getting insecure whether he would actually get back with me after exams cause it’s a span of 4 months gap. Moreover, I lost some of my closest friends too who I thought I could trust. So basically I ended up being alone all by myself. And seeing him be so productive, having so many people to hangout with and share his thoughts with , it hurts that I didn’t have the same. I gained weight, my mental health got worse, keep crying whenever I open my books to study, pity myself all the time. Would be really helpful if someone could drop suggestions to focus on myself 

Breakup

And just when they said they're single ,time paused 😓😓😂😂.
Words stopped coming out of the keyboard and just gibberish came out

Relationships

Guys, I need advice related to my academic anyone free?

Education

Few thoughts are disturbing my mind, unable to focus on my work 
it's all about betrayal of friendship where i involve with people more after they ignores me it's discouraging me, effecting on my self esteem.

Frustration

I really don't have girls as a friend, i wonder how is it gonna be to me💐

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