I need someone to talk to about some what I consider serious issues with a family member. I do not have anger issues but, need to talk about someone with many issues including that. 
Possibly trigger warnings.

Family

Life is full of surprises. Some good and some bad. What matters is how we react and respond to it. Reaction are a key to some important matters in life.

Other

So, all of our shit should be talked about. 
Even a small misunderstanding is enough to turn into a big problem if we stick by our ego. Then just go to ur partner/bestie or anyone u hve who deserves to hear u. If they r not, don't hesitate to reach upto them no attitude coz in the end, it's always gonna be you. U hve to make efforts to make urself happy. Don't expect it from anyone. 
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Motivation

I have a sister who's a lot older then me, despite that she's my best friend, I'm obviously not hers, she has lots of friends, more then I have or will ever have, but I have always thought when she starts a family, she'll forget me, her children will be her everything. She can't go to the movies, she can't play videogames, she can't even FaceTime anymore. And it will get to a point where we just stop talking to each other.

What am I doing here on earth? Pta hi nhi chal rha yr.

Adulting

I am thinking of making Meredith a stocking and putting in some small gifts but I won’t give it to her because of the no contact order. But instead, I would just have it and decorate it as if I were given it to her. ￼

Love

Kuch samajh ni aarha kaha jarhi h zindagi. Why am I not able to get out of this loop. Being lazy wasting my time feeling low all the time. Kisi chiz k liye motivation ni h. Thoda aata bhi h fir bhi kuch ni krti. I feel pathetic because I am like this. Fir bhi thk ni krrhi khud ko kbtaq aise hi months beet gye kuch month me ye saal chla jaega or bs guilt regrets reh jaenge. Sara din phone p lge rehna or uss time ko bhi enjoy ni krna bura hi feel krna I am in phone. Khush kaise rehte h yr? Kya kru mai thaq chuki hu aise reh k Aisa feel krk. Kisse bolu kya kru kaise thk hou smjh ni aarha h I am wasting myself my time everything 

Depression

I've been here since July of 2020 but never got around to sharing how I feel. This is probably the first time I'm sharing/venting. 

I'm honestly at a loss for words to describe how I'm feeling.
Even though I'm swamped with work throughout the day, there are times when I feel all alone. Alone in the sense that even though I have people around me, I don't really have anybody to share how I'm feeling, or anybody to go out with or tell what all I did during the day. I feel weird telling this right now but I felt the need to get it off my chest. 
I see my friends going out with their partners on dates or to explore places; and some other friends who have people to go out with and it only makes me feel that I'm trying to fill this gaping void in me with nothing but work and by creating scenarios in my mind. I sometimes feel that something's missing and I'm not really able to figure out what it really is. 





Work

It's like my life is being played like tossing a coin. Giving me hope of happiness and sucking it right out and falling to the depths of sorrow. No one cares truly about me. Everyone is extremely selfish in my life. I can't even find anyone who genuinely cares about me. Having a single happy day returns to 3 days of sadness every time. I am getting too exhausted to bear the pain

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