I live with my nuclear family but I think I brought up by myself, dealing my problems by myself, my parents do love me but they were strict like why you doing this? this is right. this is wrong, why u talking like this etc. That made me so shy, introvert,confused person with insecurities and trust issues n all that I could not open up to anyone my life, couldn’t make friends, I still don’t have. Some say I am sweet person, some say I am rude lol. I don’t feel worthy anywhere.
Now I feel my whole life was a waste. Nothing memorable I have, when people share things I don’t have anything to say. Now I don’t even feel like talking to anyone. I want to but idk. I Think they just take advantage of me. Life is so whole damn shit. I can not tell to anyone, even if they say they can help me, turns into wrong person uk.
I am being adult can’t solve my problems neither do I have confidence to apply for job. Everyone surroundng me I feel my presence hurting them in one way or another. I don’t feel like living. I do nothing whole day too. So miserable I am. :(
I can FEEL you dudeee. My life is exactly the same. My parents didn’t allow me to go to weddings coz I’d have to miss my classes(when i was in grade 1, 2). They taught me to be obedient and you cannot survive in this world being obedient. I too have trust issues. I can’t make friends. I don’t have confidence. People around me are being productive making their career and I’m on my phone 24/7.
Yesss. Same with me that last line…😕
