I keep going out of my way for everything I don't even know it'll ever pay off or not 

It might and it might not but if it makes you feel good don’t stop and if it makes you feel bad try to limit it so you don’t lose yourself 

Anxiety

Why do mens always eant SEX?

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Hello! How are you all doing on corona time? 

COVID-19

My anxiety is at its peak. I want to calm down, but it is so difficult.

I don't know why my head keeps overthinking and overanalyzing things. I want to be carefree but I don't know how to do it. I want just stop being so affected by all the things going on in my head and life. I just want to relax and be myself.

How is it possible?

Tired 😩 and energetic  at the same time 

Confusion

I thought I'd use reverse psychology to see if that guy really cares about me.. But turns out it wasn't meant to be.. I was too attached in really short period of time.. But apparently letting go is the best thing to be.. I'm not physically sad.. But in my subconscious.. He's still there.. And I feel like why tf I didn't get the same love I was offering.. Time wasn't right or maybe the person.. 
The one thing which hurts the most to me is this guy didn't have to play like this... I was just in dating kinda phase.. He asked me if that's fine if he takes things seriously so I came along.. No matter how hard you do deep down people are hopeless romantics.. 
But if he didn't wanna do this.. Why tf he had to put me through this.. Is this karma? 
I don't really think so.. I mean.. I haven't hurt anyone this way ig... I want an escape from this place and all the people who are regularly around. I don't even know if letting my heart out is helping or not.. But I'm again to the conclusion that I'm better off on my own

Life

Me, random thoughts and rain (Part2):
 There are 3 kinds of people that we meet in our entire life,
 1. The ones that are like leaf, as the season changes leaves shed away from the new ones to come!! These people just vanish as the time changes.... 
2. The ones that are like branches, when we exert a little extra pressure on the branch it breaks, the same way if you exert a little extra pressure on the relationship they just leave you coz they aren't strong enough to take that pressure...... 
3. The ones that are like root, root never leaves the tree no matter what happens they same way neither do they leave you in any circumstances!! 

Other

The whole world is known to me but I am mysterious to myself......... 


3am Thoughts

Hey! I'm in school rn and I always compare myself with my friends, as my friends are the popular ones and everyone in the school likes them and love to talk to them, but no one pay attention to me. I feel like a useless unwanted person around my schoolmates. And I always compare myself with my friends and then I devalue myself so much. I know that "maybe I'm a full package, but I'm just at the wrong address " but that doesn't stop me from feeling like what I'm feeling always. I always end up like this:"(

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