I just wanna fuckibg die. I want ro fuckjbg die every single day if it is not just for my family. I surely am not typibg this. It is so messed up here. I just wanna run away from here. From everyone. I want to fucking find myself. I want to just kill myself. Everyone is fucking against me. For the first time in my life, even though I have a family, I have friends. I have everything within me. I felt so empty. I don’t even have a place to call home. I just want to fucking disappear. But will it be enough to take away all the pain I am feeling inside? I am fucking ill inside. No one notice because no one cares. Even if someone noticed? They just call me crazy without knowing the whole story. Just so fuck up. I hate telling lies but I gotta cover up all of this pain that I am feeling. I hate everyone.