I just saw Dan Howell’s video titled Basically I am Gay, and therein he basically talks about how he was an ostracized kid and when other kids would bully him, no one can to his rescue, not even the teachers. It was easy for them to see and pass off it as amusement. Dan then says how the other kids would not talk to him, nor would they engage with him in any way and would not come to his rescue in fear of being targetted next for helping Dan.
Dan then says he realizes its not their fault and that “he does’nt hate them. He heavily despises them, to this day”. Same, Dan, same.