I just hate my sisters. They are so selfish and rude, they always talk about topics that hurt me the most. I can only say i am tolerating them more than enough they're not even human they're giving me alot of mental pressure. 

I think this is sibling problems. Everyone goes through this phase where you don't like your sibling..specially when you stay with them all day.
Try staying away from them, if you have a separate room and do stuff that you like.
And talk to them, that how bad you feel and you guys should be each other's support rather than being rude/selfish.

Mental Health

Do you still have feelings for your crush? Anyone wants to share your crush story? I would love to hear. 

Crush

I’ve given you a lot of opportunities to text me and say “ SIKEEE” 
But you haven’t texted me. So you hate me fr fr? 
Damn.

3am Thoughts

So, i am getting all the anxiety from past few days. I am a 27 year old girl, eldest in the house. I have the responsibility of financing my sister's education. I have only few savings as i spent all on her studies and govt job preparation. At this point my parents want me to get married for which i am mentally not ready. My bf's parents are very strict and they denied for our marriage. Even if i marry my bf i will have to live alone as his job is in Armed forces. I want to switch my job and want to settle in a better way. The idea of marriage is making me feel low. I am not able to think of how much my life is going to change. Being the responsible one, i will always have to carry the responsibility of the relationship because my bf thinks i can do it better. What if his parents don't accept our relationship, i think it will affect our future as i don't want him to give up on his family. And i am having a trouble deciding what to prioritize first. I am just thinking but not able to perform.

Anxiety

I am suffering from typhoid still my parents made me to go tution and school daily, and I also attemp my tution test which I totally 
Failed now right now my school is taking unit test so tomorrow is my business studies unit test and RETEST IN MY TUTION I AM FEELING LIKE LOSER RIGHT NOW TOO MUCH PRESSURE TO HANDLE 

Exhausted

Hey. Anyone up for talk?

Friends

Boss k tano se kaise bache?

( Job chhodne ka koi ni bolega 🥲 )

Depression

I broke up with the only person I felt could really understand me. I know my family loves me... but sometimes it feels like they only love the me that they want me to be, instead of who I am. The guy I broke up with wanted me to change me too, and it made me irritated. People always think they know best for you and I just want to make my choices and make mistakes. But he got that, he just didn't think it was the best thing. It's like when someone says "you have this different opinion, and that's cool, but this is mine". I couldn't really handle it though, and also I'm really scared of accepting people being nice to me and being attached. Like the first time he tried to hold my hand I just smacked his hand away out of reflex, despite wanting to, I think. It made me feel awful to be like that, and he got really sad because rejection is tough. We dated for 4 months and I finally broke up with him because I thought I must not really love him if I couldn't accept him. He's so cool though... I miss him. We talked a weekish after the break and it was more free at first, but then when we got into more serious stuff and he started going on his long advice "you will realize this" I didn't know how to respond. I wanted to be mature and figure out something to say, to express my feelings but not be like crazy emotional in a way I might regret.

Relationships

So this has been within me for a long time.
I remember the time I was in high school, it was all girls. I had no one to talk to me, nobody at all. Everyone would ignore me, it's like I had no friends at all. I really don't know why, I was good with talking to others. Some were even jealous of me. Even during our farewell, everyone refused to take a picture with me. I spent two years all alone, with no one to talk to. 
I thought college would be better, but it was the same. I made a group of friends, but they would always exclude me. Even when we all sat together and I was telling something, they would cut me in the middle and wouldn't let me talk. Now I'm all by myself.
Sometimes I think, I don't have a purpose in life. I am meant to be alone. Nobody likes me and never will.

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