I joined Now&Me as a part of the interns team and started blogging here. Few months after the internship got over, I got busy and forgot about it. Something has been really bothering me since 6 months and a few days earlier I thought of talking about it. I did anonymously. I did get a few replies. It didn't solve my problem but the amount of empathy I received made me happy.

If Bani and Drishti are reading this, you're doing a great job. 🦋❤️ 

Good luck. 

Hi Jigyasa, this is so kind of you. It was a pleasure working with you. Thank you for these kind words❤️

Gratitude

May our girls have a voice of their own and zero tolerance for emotional abuse unlike kiara advani. The girl had barely like two lines in the entire movie. Do not run after people who do not support your personal space and your emotions. Lord, this movies made me want to jump out of my skin in anger.

Mental Health

3am Thoughts

Hello guys🏳️‍🌈

LGBTQ

When people don't wanna talk, why do they start Goddammit!! 

Anger Issues

Hallo
Hope you guys are doing well in the pandemic.
I am doing my masters abroad. I have a lot of friends and we do all sort of activities together. Be it partying, going on hikes, eating out and so on. I do feel good in all these. 
Nowadays, from last one week to be precise I am not able to find peace of mind. I always feel like there is something missing, but I can't really make out what it is. I'm feeling so empty. I don't know why. This stresses me a lot nowadays. 
So, how can I get over with this.? 
It's really killing me now.. 
Thank you 

Anxiety

I'm 19F and I face troubles when it comes for studying. So much trouble that within the first 15 of my study session I feel super sleepy to the point that I actually slept many times. This happens a  lot during my early morning study sessions. So, I thought I wasn't a morning study girl. I tried to explore more my study mind and started reading in the nights. Doing this my mind went every possible place in the world. I got so distracted that i had more than 2 thoughts in my brain simultaneously. During exams also this happens to me. I know if don't study now I would fail but still I would do the same. Not only during studying even in the middle of my  exam I feel so sleepy and drowsy. In many of my exams I have slept. And because of this I could not score well. I got so fed up of my self, but I had hope so I started with meditation and study techniques they did not work. I hated my self more. I wish I could study well. 
Then when nothing was working, I got so angry on my self that I started hating my self to the core. I started crying and weeping and still my mind would think about that movie or food item or anything. Hatred led me to self hurting. I started slapping, peeling my skin near the nails pinching just to focus. 
I have loved my self in many aspects but when it comes to studying all my love is gone. What do I do?

Exam

I don't know
Maybe just venting it out or just felt like sharing because I've no one 

My uncle and his family are shifting abroad permanently from india to Nyc
And my cousin sister was bragging so much that finally I’ll get freedom and finally I’ll be living best life and stuff
I feel jealous maybe
But I don’t know I mean I may never be able to go anywhere abroad because of my career choice it’s just that she was bragging so much including my aunt making my mom feel down
I clearly don’t know what to say tbh
I just wanted to let it out somewhere because I can’t tell it anywhere else than here…
I’m truly happy for them it’s just that why do you need to brag so much?

when ever i try to get out of this darkness i fell more harder down and i have no energy to get back up and fight...i was a fighter i always tried to find happiness in small things but now i have lost hope i have lost light in my life...i feel terrible and hate myself for everything the sins i have done i don't have the courage to face my god....i wish i could be better...i have no friends no one to talk to...and i hate myself... I'm done trying to be happy...my happiness is never permanent ...and now I'm sacred to be happy again cuz whenever I'm happy the nxt day life shows me a very cruel chapter which breaks me down even more.. i feel like im holding lost pieces and tryn to decorate on black room full of scars and unfilled cracks...i wish i could be happier but this grief pain and depression is taking over my life...

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts