I have this awful habit of putting my nails in my mouth and keeping them there and gnawing every now and then

Mental Health

I have scalp psoriasis. I hate to wake up with bed full of skin flakes .I pretend to be ok with my illness in front of my family but i am scared of my future as to will it ever cure or i have to live my whole life with the patches on my skin.It just scares me to even think about it and to top it all i have serious body image problem i am not confident about my body, i always think i am fat .

Disorders

aahaaaaaaaaaaaa I just hate myself sometimes, and I don't know to whom I am supposed to tell to whom can I talk about all these stuffs? Now that I got this platform I will just let my heart out. I don't think my situation is that bad  but I don't know I am feeling like this from yesterday, and I don't feel like doing anything like nothing I dont feel like studying dont feel like talking something is getting me tight in my brain. I don't understand why people of my age are allowed to hang out with their friends, but I am not why??? Thats fine that is not an issue for doing anything like even for installing an app I need to take permission and it is not like that I will get an approval from them they will ask me many questions like do you need it ? even if I say yes they will say no....... Asking them something is like I don't know I ussually don't ask them anything but when I go ask them something it is something which I require I hope to get an answer in positive but it is never like that and whenever they say NO i always start crying I know they will say no I am prepared for that but still I will cry not that if I cry they will approve... Sometimes they get irritated when I cry therefore I try not to cry in front of them but  that is always wasted.. For watching Drarmas also I have to be alert if they see they will stop me then from using phone and laptop.. ANd do you think if I will tell them that I am watching drama will they allow me no right.. when I know why would I ask??? I just feel like crying and nothing else.........................

Confusion

Idk what people think of themselves
But the books are literally gulping me 😭😭😭

3am Thoughts

I got swallowed by my thoughts,
like how the waves swallow the shore.
I kept on fighting myself, but now
I know what I am really fighting for.

Peace. My own peace.



Hey
Please do help me out
Am from India, I am getting so insecure about my relationship each time i think i should not thought about it i think more about it :-( idk what to do i keep on stalking him, everywhere as possible i can, i even don’t want to whenever i step back i started feeling bad so again i stalk what to do,

Insecurity

Hello everyone,

Almost a year ago I came to this site to get advice on dating and sharing my fears about that. Back than I was in a very dark place I just wanted it to end at in point but life is nice sometimes and I met a girl which changed everything we both were in a dark place and help each other out of there. That was over 9 months ago and now we’re officially in a relationship since 5 months. We had our ups and downs but we always managed to work on it and get everything back on track. 

I‘m happier than ever but sometimes I feel like I have no energy left after seeing her all weekend and I just wanna have a gaming session or do some work at home. Sometimes I stay awake till 4 in the morning just to satisfy this need. I feel really weird about that I am normally really in control of myself I quit smoking without any problems and also change to a strict diet without any problems my discipline is good I would say. But this time I just can’t control myself I pretty much do it every Sunday when I get home till now it hasn’t effect anything but I wanna get a better job soon and I need all my energy for that since I quit school and I’m very afraid to go back and lern something in theory and not by doing it.

I know my girlfriend I will support me no matter what I wanna do but I’m afraid that I will not give her enough time which is always a problem she is always comparing us to her sister and her boyfriend they see each other all week because they are both students. I only have time on weekends since I work 10 - 12 hours a day.

What should I do I am really confused about this whole thing I never was in a relationship and I’m at my wit‘s end. 

Thanks for reading

Relationships

It is not easy to unlearn the societal standards that were taught,
When you know that this is a web in which you are caught.
It is not easy to unlearn the friendship that got broken,
Because of some words that were spoken.
( will continue, tell how it is)


Poetry

Sigh
Been a while.. 
Aacha khasa profile tha.. ban kar dia.. 🤦‍♂️


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