I have food addiction what do I do I simply keep eating eating I do overeating I m gaining weight moti hogayi hu body lazy hogayi hai mann hi ni karta workout ka kaise mindset banau?

Mere sath bhi same dikkat hai behen 🥲 agar koi tareeka mile toh mujhe bhi batana please

karlo vrna you have no idea itne bure time me motivation dhundna pdta hai..lagta hai pehle kyu nhi kia

Bhaisahab....dil vali post hai ye ! 
Sach m solution dedo yaar koi... 🥺

Mere ek professor ne ek baat boli thi, "try to stay hungry, do not starve but stay hungry... Concentration badhega aur maza aayega" pata nhi kyu mere dimaag mei ye baat rehti hai... Shayad mai thoda overweight hu isiliye... But every time I want to eat other than my specific mess timing, mere dimaag mei ye baat aati hai... Aur kaam karne baithh jaata hu.. it helps me

Eating Disorder

Only if I  could disable corny rambling from my now and me feed 😐

Anxiety

Binge eating has a tight grasp on me and doesn't wish to let go. It wishes to me down even lower than I am right now. It forces me to hate myself more and more with each passing minute. My rolls over my clothes speak for the actions that I have subconsciously committed to in the haze of binging. Then, comes the dieting. You feel so bad about your image and what you look like that it forces you into a flurry of dieting any way possible including starvation. Then you would cheat once on a meal and your thoughts start spiraling downward into a tornado of guiltiness and depression, so much so that you binge again and the process starts all over again. This is my life every day. There's no controlling or changing it, only hope for it to get better because you aren't sure that it can still go down.

Binge Eating

Okay this is going to sound so stupid but i had never had Bel sherbet until this month and its sooo good..? Like where were you all my life. It is soo cooling like wtf. I could eat healthy if i wanted to and this is the stuff i miss out on.

Happy

Suffering from worst eating disorder.

Caregiver

I don't know why I'm eating ice cubes from morning.i don't want to eat food just ice cubes.what is wrong with me.can anyone say??

Hallucination

Why don’t I want to eat?

Healthy Food

TRIGGER WARNING: Eating disorders/implied eating disorder mentions, self-harm

I hate this. I hate it. I hate this so much. Why can't I just... have a normal relationship with food. It's always binge one day and then barely eat anything for the rest of the week. Why do I have to feel so guilty when I eat something? Why can't I just be normal for once? I haven't checked my weight at all, but its probably the same maybe even higher. I'm bruising pretty quickly and its starting to get pretty cold even though fall is barely here. I hate looking at myself. I don't want this anymore. I hate this. Why can't I just stop doing this to myself? I've managed to convince my parents and my friends and even my therapist that I'm getting better, but I'm struggling so much. I don't really feel safe talking to anybody about it except a few people. I want to get help but what if I get sent to a psych ward? Hah- it took me 2 hours to eat an entire bowl of chips because I was chewing so slowly. Will I even get better at this point? I'm so obsessed with calories and I haven't even touched most of the food in the cabinets. I'm so close to just taking a blade and dragging it along my skin. I know that's helped before. So maybe it'll help again. When will this end? Please please please somebody anybody whatever divine force or being out there please make it stop. 

I wna kms my eating disorder is worsening and I literally have no sort of professional help or even anyone to vent to 


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