I have boards in 1 more month and I haven’t even started yet. I’m so scared about how I’m going to do in my exam. I haven’t studied the whole year because I cheated on my exams and did great and my parents were so happy with my marks. I got used to cheating to get good grades to see a smile on my parents face. Didn’t realise how much of a big mistake I’m making. I don’t deserve them, they think that I’m getting good grades because I’m working very hard but I’m just useless piece of trash who is lying to them everyday. They provide everything I want and this is what I give in return to them. I hate myself.
Heyyyy even I have boards in one month😂 which subject?
Which subject ? Meaning ? All the subjects.
Ahhhh you’re in 10th?
It’s fine dude I’m in 12th and I started studying 2 days before exam and I got 78 percent so chill and study ncert one month is enough just concentrate harder in your studies
Hey dear …firstly I will say it’s ok …even I have a sister who is preparing for boards…and all I can say you is you still have whole one month left and I m sure if you start studying it by today you will be scoring good marks …and yes don’t think too much about getting good grades ,I’m quite sure your parents love you alot and nothing will going to change even if you score less …all I , want to say is just think positive and utilize the remaining time …and All the best for your boards.
I was the same when I was in 12th… I suffered tuberculosis that year and was unable to attend school or coaching or any other guidance. I was scared a hell, before my chemistry exam, i called my father at 5 am in the morning, crying, saying I don’t want to give that exam… He said… what can happen at worst? You might fail? Try again. At least if you are gonna go down, go trying. I gave the exam, i was sure i will fail. But I passed… and some of my friends failed.
I know your parents must have expected a lot. But seeing their child hate himself will hurt them more… give it your best. Trust me you can do it. It’s not much… later in college… you are going to finish a book worth of syllabus in one night for test… you can do it. But first you gotta trust yourself.
Also, Talk to your parents if you feel depressed.
They have high hopes on me, I can’t break them. And plus I’ve tried talking to them about my anxiety, overthinking, ocd and dertamatophagia due to anxiety but I can’t explain it to them, they don’t just get it. And it’s hard to me to focus on anything, I get distracted easily.
1 month back i had my offline exams for class 9th. I also cheated during my first samester amd brought good marks,i was also very damn scared about my offline exams. but before one month i started practising mathematics for 1 to 2 hrs daily and a bit of other subjects also. I used to lose focus get irritated and leave but i managed to study the concepts one night before the exam and brought 75% and i was happy :)) (watch youtube videos) (i am in icse so whole book was coming and syllabus of 9th is even vast than 10th just wrk hard one mnth is left all the best.)
I can feel the pain you are going through being your senior I would love to advise you that lower down your screen time stop using too much of instagram and youtube (I know it’s a bit hard to do but uninstalling and disabling these apps can help ) and set you goals on daily basis start with something easy it build up your basics and then focus more on the important topics (since you have a month only)
And I know you’ll do great emphasize more on learning and most importantly daily revisions
Thank you so much. Means a lot. I’ll try to implement it. Feels much better now.
I konw you’ll make yourself and your parents proud☺️☺️