I have been staying home with my parents for almost 2 years due to covid. Now I feel like it's time to go back and live on my own but, the thought of traveling again and doing all the hassle to settle down in a new city is giving me anxiety. Any thoughts? 

Yeah I get the first line a-lot tbh maybe because I look young I guess but, I'm working. And thanks for the insight! :)

It's okay take the things slow. Due to pandemic we all became kind of comfortable to stay home and moving out is a hard one. 

Adulting

i`m a little okay now, but my anxiety is still bothering me . It still comes and goes in waves. Sometimes i found myself crying on the corner like i can`t stop it. its just pouring all around my face and the painful thing is that it feels like someone just stab my heart and then  feels trembling. thats why i came here to atleast distruct myself from all the bad happenings in my life. 

Emotional Abuse

One reason for ur Crush ... Anything

Crush

ive been looking for a specific type of movie and I wanted to know if you guys can find one like this. I always had this idea in my head for a scary movie thats kinda happy but its like your slowly realize somethings wrong. Like that one scene in free guy when he asks for a cappuchino and creepy music plays and everyone stares at him and the way the movie is filmed kinda changes if you know what i mean. I want a movie like that but the whole movie is like that. If you guys know what im talking about please suggest movies like that.

Movies

so...! its been months i have visited here. Im so suffocated with myself. stuffed in with studies and other life bullsjits.
fun thing my best friend got into college thankgod he got or he needed to start working. He got bad grades in 12 and was not able to get into the one he wanted to sad isnt it? And im too anxious that if he forget me we have never met in real life though have plans we live 800miles far. But he assured me that he wont get that opportunity  as he is introvert and cant socialize.😊 I started a new tuition a while ago. And its funny how people get attracted to me 😂. there are those guys who suddenly got my insta i have two insta acc one is for my art and other for my writings and my writings acc is all no face type and the other one is the one i give to everyone but these guys got my all no face acc and started talking to one guy is sweet and he doesnt text me much but sometimes he does the other one is one i already have crush on 😅 and we had an accident on cycle i was turning and he was straight but got into my cycle i was rude [nature] and after 2weeks he liked all my post on my writing acc and i didnt do much reaserch i just gave it on story i usually do when people like all my posts i make a story and post thankyou. he then reposted it and said his name i was like who the hell is he then saw his story and realized oh the one from tuition man wth is he texted i was like u from my tuition right? yes he said.
then end.
now he text good morning and today i talked to him so much man i cant explain he even talk to with those respect salutations[app apka apne etc]. its not me as he is one i know from real life like i will see him in tuitions and so today after talking to him so much we met at tuition i was and i had a hunch that he is crushing on me after talking and i kinda knew if im late and if he like me he will text me to come fast and ask me why im late. and he did.
i don't know what feeling is this he is not my type just an eye candy.
shit man/

Love

If talking to someone helps … I can be a listener ..

3am Thoughts

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Music

Anyone for talk ? 

Lonely

I am just done. I have a shitty roommate who is extremely jealous of my relationship. My boyfriend was recently accused of harassment out of spite, by a girl he had rejected because he was in a relationship with me. I am standing by him because I know much more about what actually happened and I trust my boyfriend's integrity. But my roommate and friends are hellbent on convincing me that I'm going crazy and all my valid points are labelled emotional talk. 
My roommate is trying to convince me to leave my boyfriend but I know better. I'll go crazy if I stay with these people. My boyfriend is facing severe consequences over these false allegations. He's being socially boycotted. His reputation is being ruined. I don't know what to do. I just want to live peacefully with him.

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