i have been feeling very low lately. i sent a video to a loved one of mine which i meant as a cute gestureā¦but it made him want to take things slow. i know the problem is mine because i start giving my 100% very soon to every person. is this out of some trauma i canāt spot? or is this some people peasing behavior? or am i just fuckin stupid? i think i make people awkward. he said i was perfect for him but idk ā¦i have lost the ability to focus on the good and i just keep listening the things that could indicate that i am being a problem. i fucking hate myself . i am also so unaware of all the cool things our generation is supposed to know and i end up feeling like a fucking noob. my health is also a constant problem⦠i feel ugly. i also have some symptoms of imposter syndrome since all the achievements of mine that people regard as huge donāt even feel real to me. i feel like i donāt deserve anything i haveā¦not even small coplimentsā¦idk what my situation is. i hate everything right now
Dear friend,
Pls stop thinking so muchā¦
Stop dissecting so much about everythingā¦
You are overanalysing every aspectā¦
Overthinkingā¦
See you are imperfectly perfect
Just like everyone
Eachone has some imperfections
But this doesnot make them stupidā¦
Everyone cannot know or do everythingā¦
Just be urselfā¦
No need to please others.
Please urself ā¦
Do what your heart finds right
N dnt expect anything much from anyoneā¦
Dear friend,
First accept n appreciate urself
When u will only hate n criticise urself
What do u expect others to do???
Different ppl have different way of expressing loveā¦
Some are very emotional
Just like youā¦
They get very expressive
But not everyone understands value of heartfelt or genuine emotionsā¦
Just Go with Flowā¦
Try taking things calmly n casuallyā¦
Good luckā¦
Stay strong
Stay blessed
May the new year fill ur life with new hope n all the desires of ur heart come true.
Thank you so much for thisš„ŗšā¤ļø