I have arrived at the conclusion that my self-esteem is mostly dependent on how well I do in academics. Am I sad and disappointed? Fuck yea, this is majorly stupid. I have no other talents and all I can do is rely on my stupid academic performance to define my worth and I fucking hate it.
I always find refuge in sayings that grades don’t define a person, but it’s embedded in my fucking head that IT DOES. I acknowledge that it doesn’t, but I live out my life like it’s everything.
I’m gonna go back now to bitch at my school works.