I have a solid group of friends that spend a loooot of time together and I feel like I am outgrowing them. It is great to always do fun things and laugh but it feels not genuine when we might be dealing with really heavy things irl but no one wants to "bring the mood down" when we are hanging out as a group. How well do we actually know each other??

3am Thoughts

Hey guys, Hope you're doing fine. I wanted to talk about relationships because this subject has been bugging me for awhile. Feel free to share your experiences, this is just to get some some of the anxiety out.
I noticed that I've been struggling keeping my friendships and make them last. I feel so weird and unnatural because of it. So many people that I meet always have this childhood friend that they're still in touch with and it makes me kinda sad to see that I don't really have anyone to rely on. 
I can't seem to stay connected that long with someone and sometimes I think it's because I struggle with starting conversations or opening up. 

Social Anxiety

Help I am an introvert, then my friends is planning to have a christmas party and they want me to be their but I am an introvert and I always want to stay home and just watch movies by myself and spend the time by myself because that's make me feel good, but I don't know how to tell that to my friends that I don't wanna go with them, help what do I have to say?😓

Friends

Do you know why people are soo fake...
I hate it too much ...
No one is left real at this earth.. 

Adulting

Hiii this is to anyone who is feeling down due to their friends not treating them right ! Friends can serve a great purpose protect u and help u but if they r toxic or mean they can be horrible , like decide to travel on your birthday as a group and not even invite u , because who cares ! U r not important , choose to abandon u on festivals because u r not important who cares , u r only to be called when they wish to , when such people r their in your life move away , ignore them , i  know it hurt , sometimes u think eho would wanna be friends with me ? I am a loser NO U R NOT U DESERVE BETTER START TO MOVE AWAY AND LEAVE , U R VALUED , U R IMPORTANT !!!! DON'T LOSE YOUR SPECIAL SPARK BECAUSE OF SOMEONE NOT VALUING U ! 

Relationships

Hi!
I'm new to this website and just wanted to ask a quick question since I have nowhere else to go to ask it. 
Have you ever had a friend that you care about but in an odd way? I do. They're a great friend and have brung me so much happiness in the last few years that I've known them. Except there are times when they don't bring me that same happiness and I feel horrible. I hate feeling that way. Of course it's not anything that they've done or said to cause me any harm, it's usually me who's the one who get's myself into these moods. For example, yesterday she started to talk more to these friends that they and I have, they left these friends a few months back for personal reasons and now they're back trying to be friends with them again. And when they talk and have fun with them it feels like they're leaving me behind. I don't want them to be close to my friends but at the same time I kinda do. I hate feeling like this. 
Should I leave them and completely cut contact with them?

That feeling of having acquaintance but not friends.

I am just now happy with my life. I have a lot of things going on with me. I have no friends I have no one to trust with whom I can share my feelings with. I have no true best friend. I have no people that are actually mine I feel like the the people who are staying with me who are talking with me are just talking for the sake of my heart just because they have promised me just because they say that I am their friend just because I have no one else with whom I can talk with. They don’t talk because they genuinely feel connected towards me. So I had this best friend of mine who was literally very close to me and I thought that the person is my best friend but no that person have a lot of friends and I think they just say that I am their friend for the sake of my heart I don’t feel like living now I am just done toh everything I have no true friend and I want a person who genuinely is my friend my best friend from the bottom of their heart all my other friends make me feel alone made me feel left out and it sticks it hurts 

Bullying

Recently my friend group cut me off, it’s been really hard, I try to talk to people but I just feel like I have no one, these were people I considered family for a few years and one day one of them just straight up told me “I don’t like you anymore” I was absolutely devastated, I had my flaws just like anyone but I always tried to do what was best for them and put them first, it’s just so hard because now I feel like I have absolutely no one and it crushes me because I was so close with one of them that they went on family vacation with me, I try to forget about them but I always see something that reminds me of past memories of them and then I fall back into sadness, we used to have sleepovers every weekend and talk every day and now we are strangers, although they weren’t blood related I truly felt like I lost 2 members of my family, I feel absolutely devastated and thank you to anyone who read this and heard me out

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