Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I have a date tomorrow. It’s not something I should be announcing to the world perhaps, but I believe it’s more than necessary for me to seek some comfort ; so here I am.
My google search has been - " How to overcome social anxiety?" lately, but I am afraid google is not proving to be of much help.

Have you all ever been in a position where you know that confrontation is going to do you some good, but it’s easier said than done, so you keep on stalling it ! ? Because that’s where I find myself right now. I have been stalling to meet this person because the mere thought of stepping out of my comfort zone is scary, but I don’t want to step into the new year with “what if’s”, so I am finally ready to take a leap of faith and do something that’s scaring the shit out of me.
I am afraid that I am going to make an absolute fool out of myself, I am afraid that the last few days of this year are going to be awful after tomorrow’s date, I am afraid that I won’t be good enough, but if I don’t show up tomorrow, I am afraid I will never be strong enough to face my fears and that’s not how I want to be.

I will probably mess up my makeup, or my lenses are going to betray me, I will be so clumsy and nervous that I wouldn’t be able to serve some pasta as well, and my heels probably aren’t going to be on their best behaviour, but I guess that’s the beauty of being a human , right ? You get to experience things, you fail, you embarrass yourself, you make mistakes, but you learn and you learn so beautifully that things become easier ♥️

Wish me luck you all :)🙈