I hate myself… i am a pathetic liar. I dont know why i put myself into such difficult situations. I lied to my husband and i feel bad. Please help me out. I am probably gonna kill myself.
take a deep breath and calm down. Don’t kill yourself. You lied to your husband, how do you think he feels about being lied to? Do you think killing yourself will help him? If you kill yourself then you are just going to make things worse for him, if you really do feel bad then confront the situation and accept the consequences of your actions. You already lied to your husband, why put the guilt of your death on his conscience as well?
I constantly feel like i need someone to talk to…i want to pour my heart it…m feeling so captivated.
It’s a good thing that u have realized your mistake and you know what’s wrong. Don’t hate yourself for that. Realizing something about yourself is the first step towards self-love. Calm yourself down and talk to your husband about it. Hurting or K**ling yourself won’t solve the issue. It would just mess you up and your husband. I think the best you can do is talk things out. I hope things get better between you two.
Just tell him the truth and the reason you lied if you feel it is justified. And if it is justified and he doesn’t understand then you should have no regrets. And if you feel your lie is unjustified, then just don’t expect forgiveness from your husband and deal with what you dug for yourself. Don’t be a coward. Be a strong person to face what you’ve done because it probably felt right when you were doing it
