I had my dinner but I'm feeling like vomit or I'm not getting burp which I usually get after eating and this making me feel weird and sick

3am Thoughts

My adorable Meredith

Love

isn't it interesting, how i can still act okay even i am obviously not, i'm crying but i manage to mantain my normal voice. still, i don't have enough courage to tell what im feeling just scared to be judge and annoying, or even get my family even angrier. then here i am, telling internet coz i have noone else. i hate my life, i hope my parallel me doesn't going through the same situation as me ;^;

Self Esteem

Who said break-up hurts most.
Bruhh.!! Waiting for a bus for hours hurts most 🥷🏻😫

Frustration

I don't know how I fell in love with him...when we started relation i don't know how?.. where?..when?.. it will end... enter into relation is easy ..but staying is so difficult... 6 years of relation... with no of fightings ... misunderstandings... trust issues... after long journey with him ..now i feels like .... i don't know him completely... how much i try i can't understand his thoughts... words ... feelings... it's like his thoughts are out of my standard... i started feeling like alone... insecure... his behaviour makes me low... i realized that we don't have happy ending... i always thought of separating is best option for us.... but now he started ignoring me stopped talking to me... his absence killing me... i don't know why... am i used to his presence  or losing him makes me regret... am i failed understanding him.... didn't i tried my level best...or simply let the relation to end... why his absence making me mad...heartbroken ... i feels like ... go to him hug him tightly and want to cry... why???... i can't let him go ... 

Breakup

What a beautiful day :)

Body image

Is getting over a death of a sibling even possible? I’m having a hard time. They always say “it gets better” but does it?

I need you guys to help me out right now.. 

So I met this boy a year ago.. we talked and stuff but then we had a separation of about 4-5 months. Lately we started talking again but he changed a lot, now he’s the kind of guy to play with girls and just flirt as a joke. We joked about falling in love with each other but I think I really am? 

But this is the problem, he’s a person I met online, he probably just talks to a lot of girls and he definitely doesn’t like me that way. I’m stuck in this place of wanting to push him away so that I won’t get hurt or keeping him right now, enjoying the moment until I get hurt. 

I don’t know.. every time I pushed someone away it hurt me so much, but keeping them probably will hurt me more because I overthink. Yet I don’t want to leave them.. please help. 

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