I had been really busy lately so i hadnt checked   my messages and  didnt reply to this one particular fren.
She's going out of town next week and she wanted to meet me but i couldnt ...
She thinks i stood her up and 
Now everyone's texting me about being expensive and rude and stuffs.
I texted her saying sorry but she replied only with a thumbs up emoji and i srsly dont know what to do 
HELP ME OUT🙄

Call her and tell her about stuff thats been going with you. Real friend hgi toh smjh jygi, nahi hgi toh tum khud ko smjha lena 🌼🌻 

Exhausted

A girl asked me to get into physical relation with her, but only for one year, after that we will separate our connection, what to do? Any suggestions pls?

Confusion

Let’s talk. Getting much frustrated. Need to
Divert myself from myself. 

Mental Health

So lockdown has been pretty hard on all of us and I pray to god everyday to help people in this and also doing my bit for the community . 

In this time my ex , who fucked my mental health pretty bad , it was barely an relationship but I was completely in love with her , and she threw me out jaise we throw out ants from our sugar .she dated 3 4 guys and the last guy she dated was a married man who was just taking advantage of her . During that time she started talking with me and I wanted to tell her that she is getting played and the married guy is only using her (we both have lot of common friends and we are all in small company so small world ) but I thought it's better if I stop talking all together and that's what I did .j switched company and now in a  better place both mentally and financially still single and though .We broke up in 2017 and later in 2019 she texts me again saying sorry for all the things she did to me and apologizing for that. Ever since then we talk for a while , take a long pause then again for a while then a big gap . Now agin in 2021 Jan , one night she texts me saying she is sorry and wanted to apologize for all she did .so we talked again .The married guy used her and then broke up with her and she has been played bad she said. We are talking but not like close friends or something . It's more of meme sharing on insta .
The problem is I still like her , taking to her for me is easy , I feel comfortable ,I am super attracted to her , maybe I still love her a bit but I DO NOT TRUST HER , NOT EVEN 0.001% . This pandemic and struggle to get ahead in life has made me lonely and distant from people but I feel good when I talk to her . I do not know whether I should continue or stop talking to her .
Any advice on this ??



Love

So yesterday i broke up with my gf.The relationship was not that long.It was for about 1 and half months.I broke up with her due to some very bad things she did in her past and lied to me about them.I blocked her from everywhere but she called me from another number and was crying.The call was about 30 mins and she was constantly crying.She is asking for another chance and I don't know what to do and what to say.
Any suggestions or advice🙏

Relationships

Why moving is so difficult, why every morning i have this hope that she may texted me . Its been over 4 months since we broke still every why i check her inbox whether  she seen my texts which i sent her months ago . Why its so difficult. I mitovate my self i am not the only who is broken who had this breakup thing i am not alone but deep inside everyday i am just drowning little more deeper in my own thoughts. I want to be happy i want to forget her not to miss her . 

Breakup

Having GFS is heaven 

Affirmations

That night, when her text pop up it was late but seeing it i got chills... Like something was on my neck crawling around. I should not be this excited.
Her: hey!
Her: you there?
Her: are you asleep  ?
Her: i guess so...

I read them from notification bar... I'm not ignoring but it’s just i want to talk and at the same moment don't want to talk. Yes i know I'm confused.

All those thoughts are like rollercoaster they are coming back and forth between me and her .

Everything was on hault, i wasn't prepared for let her go cause she was everything I called peace.

I know Those eyes won't make me comfortable now her smile wouldn't make me happy as then. But afterall I wanna try i can't imagine working out of thing without her. She knows how important she is for me. Is making fun out of me ? Or she want just pull legs and letting me go ? What if I'm not as important as she is for me ? What if I don’t hold the same place as she do in my heart?...
I know this all makes no sense and all this was like another shit about taking things as it appears. _overthinking_ i guess and I know it is a Problem with me still I can't let her go I can't lose “US”

She was an addiction. And when I am with her there was no escape , but it's not dark just looming shadows as far as I could see , I just don't want to admit that she's taken over my life..

People changes. Feeling changes.
It simply means that sometimes when people grow , they grow apart.
But it doesn't mean that the love once shared wasn't true and real
you flinch everytime i try to reason over how i was in love with you, nearly as if you have never heard of a lie, almost blasphemous in its nature, as big as this one before.

you laugh at my face with tears right at the corner of your eye, trying gloriously hard to command some control over it and keep yourself from breaking down in front of me, failing miserably at an attempt to hide it all away.

it hurts me to see you holding pain in your heart, so much of it that the only way for it to come out of you is in forms almost physical and yet, all i want you to believe is in the fact that love once shared stays love forever, even when the people no longer belong to each other.

i want to whisper silent prayers and take the pain away, and fill you with the assurity of how love never ends and stays true to its existence once its born, and holding on to that, hurts way less than holding on to something which no longer exists.

you flinch everytime i try and tell you how a part of me would always love you with all it's entirety, everytime i wish there comes a point where we look at each other and remember the magnificent love that we nurtured together.

i wish i could tell you how people fall in love and sometimes fall apart, and yet the love once shared, is always going to be love, as eternal as it is.

but most of all, i wish i could somehow make you love that part of me, and not hate the whole of me.

3am Thoughts

Hey 
I don't know what to say but yeah i suddenly got to know that the girl that i am in love with nd i thought she also loves me is actually cheating on me sunce last 7 months. I don't know how to say this but i have a very wierd feeling and pain in my heart right now. It's like someone is pinching it with 100's of needles or like something is coming out of it right now by tearing it apart. She is with me right now but i don't want to be in same room for like 1 sec. I loved her with all my heart. I have travelled 3000 kms to just talk to her without tickets. I who have never slept without ac first class travelled in fucking second seater...sit whole night near bathroom which smell like shit....Fought with parents, friends,sibilings. I feel like my whole world is taken away from me in 1 sec. It's like i made a mistake by knowing the truth fuck man what i am saying.

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