I feel this void these days ... 6months have passed after my breakup...and even though it was my decision...i feel terribly lonely... I'm doing well otherwise..but there are moments where... i feel like I've lost that warmth... it's not like i miss him particularly..i miss having someone to talk to... being a single child with all my friends in other cities... it's lonelier than ever... I'm working on my career rn and I'm in the right direction..but on the emotional front... there's an emptiness... I know it'll fill up...i know sometimes you've gotta wait for what you really deserve....so yeah... I'm surviving and doing everything slowly...but I'm moving forward!

You are so so female version of me I’m literally going to the same thing rn 

3am Thoughts

Today was great. I started with something new. I hope I do that tomorrow as well and everyday. It feels good.

Other

New here, would appreciate if someone would be willing to talk.!
Btw I'm a drummer, i like singing songs and I do dance as well. 
I'm a coder for living :)

Adulting

What Do you think?

It is okay to hit your adult daughter(23)in these cases who lives with you ? 
Story:
I know I have a very bad temper and they think I behave like a brat all the time.
Today I wanted to get my mother’s phone, while she FaceTimed with my sister, cause I wanted to talk with her too. So my mom shouted to my dad for help, to stop me not to get the phone. So while I tried (playfully), he hit my leg with his hand ( left his hand mark there) then grabbed my hand and twisted it, while I tried to leave he hit me with a ?hook? (The thing you hang your clothes)

I m in 10th and hv my sci pre board tomorrow im super stressed bcuz i hvnt studied enough :(

School

I don't what's going on. It feels like no one is there for me even though i was there for everyone. My mom got hospitalised few days ago. It was so complicated and she wanted a major complicated surgery on Friday. I was busy with that i was so tensed about my mom. I told my friends about it. But they forgot about that. It strikes my really hard. Because I was there for everyone minute problmes though. Because of the surger i couldn't messaged my friends. But they forgoted about my mom's surgery and  they mocked at me saying I was always busy with my own stuffs. It really lost all my affection towards them. Because it was about my mom not any other women. Sorry for my poor english

Depression

My brother got married about 1.5 years ago and my sil was....behaviourally very wierd.Me and my mom noticed and we became suspicious of her actions towards us all. Turns out we were right all along. She has falsely accused all three of us of dv, dowry, and what not. The money they spent on the marraige was around 3-4 lakhs. We never asked for dowry or money or any other requirements from her side. She is now asking for 33 lakhs. The kind of things that are being implicated for our family are horrendous and as i read the complaint that she made, i was surprised by her statements and moulding of actual events. My brother goes to court mandated mediations and she has tried to character assassinate my and my mother by implicating that we sleep with my brother. She has also alleged that my uncles have some kind of sexual relations with my mother. All of this is taking a toll. I may not notice this but it is. I am trying to be strong but its hard when you see someone taking advantage of the rights they are given. The only thing she does in front of other people is to start crying uncontrollably to gain sympathy or to harass my brother by saying we are the lowest of the low. Her mother is also like her, if not worse. I just cannot understand how these types of people come about. I struggle a lot these days with feelings of vengeance and hopelessness. Anxiety about whats going to happen. How are we gonna pay this amount? 

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