I feel so stuck, I really don't know how to say a thing, sometimes I just feel so frustrated and suffocated sometimes and every time I feel so low and uninterested in things which I really like to do and want to bt still don't able to.. 🙁🙁

Hey yo, calm down and try making a list of things that you actually feel like doing. Analyse your mood and tick off the things that would help you in feeling a lot more better. You can be your own cheerleader sometimes. 

Mood Disorder

Why am I so scared and get anxious to ask something.I have many questions but maybe they a bit more or stupid. Argh😖

Anxiety

I just saw Dan Howell's video titled Basically I am Gay, and therein he basically talks about how he was an ostracized kid and when other kids would bully him, no one can to his rescue, not even the teachers. It was easy for them to see and pass off it as amusement. Dan then says how the other kids would not talk to him, nor would they engage with him in any way and would not come to his rescue in fear of being targetted next for helping Dan. 
Dan then says he realizes its not their fault and that "he does'nt hate them. He heavily despises them, to this day". Same, Dan, same.

Mental Health

Sometimes i just wanna  scream out loud all the things that I am hiding inside but i just can't 

Depression

Since covid, I have moved back in with my parents. But their lifestyle is affecting me very deeply because I'm a sensitive person. They're highly incompatible and my mom is constantly irritated by everything, keeps complaining all the time and dad is someone who isn't very responsible and gets made fun of for his weird attitude by his peers and people around. It's getting very hard to deal with for me. I feel overwhelmed and crushed due to it and am in constant mood swings and have relationship/toxic attachment issues due to their tumultuous relationship. There isn't much communication happening between us and I've become withdrawn and subdued. My anxiety issues are popping up a lot more often off late. And owing to the fact that I'm an introvert, i don't have many friends and in this town my social movement is limited. I have hobbies like reading that I'm not able to focus on. But I'm regular with my work and workout and those two sometimes keep me sane. But I want to work on being less affected by things like this and be more emotionally strong. Does anyone have tips for me?

Mental Wellbeing

I have so many thoughts in my brain on a daily basis, just like everyone else, and keeping them to myslef has started to make my head hurt. So even if no one reads these, I need to get them out there or I will go certified crazy.

Most my feeling and thoughts revolve around loneliness and the feeling of having no one. Seems very basic, but I know that my thoughts and emotions are getting so powerful, deep and intensely depressing that they pose a threat to me and those around me. I dont know when and how I started to feel this way, but I think about how alone I am and about other people every minute of every day and it is affecting my career. All I want is to study, do something productive and live myself, but the thoughts of other people and what they think of me consumer me so much that they prevent me from doing anything.

And the funny part about all this is that I actually kinda find everyone around my annoying and intolerable. And holding onto the people I do like spending time with is so hard because everytime I think about talking to them, I get the feeling of self-pity like why would they talk to me, I am sure they have better friends and noone really likes me, or that I dont like them and the only reason I am talking to them is because I need someone to talk to.

Anyways I really need therapy and will probably start it soon when I am less shit scared about exploring the fucked up shit in my brain, but I want to write everyday and I hope someone out there reads these and knows theyre not alone (just like I hope I am not :)

3am Thoughts

I just wanna talk about my OCD. If anyone who is going through the same or understands it. I would love to have a talk.

Relationships

I'm really worried about me. How will I save myself from these anxiety, depression, emptiness.. I have this feeling of failure but I have to prove myself to people around me. I feel I am so stuck. I m going towards mental illness. I don't believe in people now, feeling really low. My ability to think, to make myself feel good all seems vanished. I dont have any hopes. Am I slowly dying, I never wanted to be someone like this. 

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