I feel really tired, I was dating a boy who constantly lied to me after me foolishly giving him so many chances. He hurt me over and over again. He had this girl bestfriend and refused to stop talking to her…I never thought much of it until I figured out that he went to her house last week after telling me he was going to sleep. I never thought I’d care for someone and be as hurt before. I trusted someone with so many things, and I foolishly allowed it to keep going on. My friends tried to warn me but I told them, “you cant just stop talking to someone even if their hurting you, he still loves me” well, little did I know he stopped loving me last month…And waited another month to tell me that he didn’t wanna be together anymore. I was always the one saying sorry for the things he did wrong…I could never show love to myself…I always had to put him first I sooner thought to myself to look more into it…So I did, I found so many things that I wish never happened. I now choose to Listen to my friends because no matter how much I loved him I was tired of being hurt all the time, I was tired of crying, not eating, not sleeping, and not being the same. But, I will forever feel this way till something sparks a joy in me. I never felt I could trust someone as much as I trusted him. He was always the one I had gone to first, then i noticed that he always left me to be with this one girl…then he left me to tth all the time…play faught…then ended up going to her house. It takes time to find your worth, and I never found time to look for what my worth was…I was so relied on him to make me feel worthy enough, but since what he did…I feel not worthy to anybody…I feel easliy replaced.