I feel numb..
So, earlier my boyfriend used to compliment, appreciate and motivate whatever I used to do but now, he assures me that he loves me but doesn't treat me like he used to, this is the reason I don't feel like talking to him. I once told this to him indirectly but then too he didn't change.
Now since some days I'm a little busy with my work and I don't talk to him. It was almost 5days straight I didn't talk to him in place of thinking about that I was busy somewhere he got angry and is not behaving good with me.. he doesn't respect that I maybe busy somewhere, if he's free he wants me to be free n talk..I love him but I really don't feel like talking to him anymore.. what should I do?

He loves me how should I say that because of your behaviour towards me I don't feel like talking to you, he's someone who gets angry very easily

Actually yes I don't love him anymore and it's just because gradually I realised that he's not someone I want. It's been 2years, we're 19

Hehe! 
Yeah I really want to but then I think this is gonna hurt him.

Anxiety

I am feeling very very very Anxious right now 
I just realised that I have lost my individuality as I am in a relationship with someone n I am nobody without him 
I don’t know what I like and what I don’t 
I do whatever he wants to do 
I am slowly turning into him 
I want to find myself back 
N yes he wants to take a break from me because he does not have his individual life anymore 

i broke up with my boyfriend of 4 years and i’m falling apart. I know why i did it but sometimes it’s just too hard. it’s been 10 months and i’m still so fucked up. He used to manipulate me into doing things i didnt want to do in the first place, physically abuses and sexually pressurises me. Yet i dont know why i still love him and have no self respect whatsoever. He made me believe that i was unlovable..like he literally told it to my face and that the only person who would love me is him, no matter what happens. so imagine how my heart would have felt!! like nobody loves me but he does despite all of my ugliness. i’m still struggling so hard and i dont know how this thing works so i’m just trying it out. but i think i went a little extreme hahah

Mental Health

I've a guy in my life who forcefully come into my life. I never wanted him into my life at the first place and I'd told him alot of times. He's being so toxic to me for like no reason. He's behaving like I'm like a property for him. Whenever we get into a fight he stopped talking to me and after a week he comes to me and talk like nothing happened doesn't even feel sorry about it. And if I complain he put all blame on me and make me feel guilty. I agree that he helped me at first but now he is using it as an excuse like he always count it on every problem that he helped me but I never asked him to help me. He was interfering my life too much at that. He made my life too much tough at that time. I don't how to leave him. Sometimes I don't want to leave him because somehow I'm attached to him and another time I just want to day away from him

sorry to rant it all out here but I have too it feels like a burden on my chest so, there’s this one guy whom I really like maybe love but I know we cannot be together due to many many reasons and he doesn’t feels the same he loves someone else so I wanted to get away from them but it’s really hard he told me he doesn’t talk to her anymore but today I got to know they have been going out since past couple of days and they’re enjoying their time together this guy I didn’t feel anything for him at first but then I fell for him and we had sex he told me I was important to him but I know I’m not I never was now I regret each and everything I really want to distance myself from them and get away as far as I can but I don’t know how, it’s really painful to see them I wanna get away

my ex broke up 4 weeks ago he said that he is not gonna say bye forever and we can still be friends bc basically he lost feelings and didn’t know his feelings and he had a lot of stuff in his mind… so he broke up w me and then he started following girls bc we had an arguing that i went to his phone and all i saw was girls and he stopped and unfollowed them all now he is back but ik is not my business but he unfollowed me on instagram and the same day i replied to his story saying he looks handsome he only said thanks and couple hours he unfollowed me and now i woke up and it said pending from snapchat like i don’t understand. 

Breakup

Umm so I am in a long distance relationship with my bf. And I don't want to be in any serious relationship now cuz I have seen and also getting hurt every day. The main problem is that I don't trust him. I don't want to get hurt anymore.
I want to be in just casual now. I love him but it's better if I will be selfish now. I m getting hurt being with him and will also get hurt without him. One of the guy was ready to do some casual stuff with me being in a relationship. But I didn't agree cuz I m in a relationship but now I feel like I should do it. I will breakup with him by listening few of your opinions on this. 

My bf is a nice guy tho but he just don't care about my existence in his life :) 

3am Thoughts

I got into a relationship in the month of Jan last year it was all good like just perfect we were happy together and then suddenly because of the lockdown it became a long distance thing. Everything was going well then too but slowly and slowly things began to change and then in December he broke up with me. We still talk to each other like just formal talks. But i can't let him out of my mind. I could not even meet him for the last time. This thing annoys me a lot that i met a person it was all good and then one day it just ended and we couldn't even sit and talk for once. I am trying to move on but it's getting difficult day by day. Also it seems like I am the one who is suffering and he is going well.

My boyfriend cheated on me again, this is the second time I caught him texting with a girl behind my back. They dearly called each other in their chat, claiming love towards each other, saying that they want to get married to each other, sending nudes. When I confronted my boyfriend on why he did this to me while still claiming that he still loves me and also wants to marry me, he just said that he is not serious with the woman, he knows that woman has her own family, and it is just jokes between them. I am baffled that when it is this painful to me, and he said it is just jokes? I said that I didn't ask for more, I just want him to admit his doings and give reasonable reasons that I could understand like maybe he just couldn't help to fall in love with that woman, or maybe because he was bored. But none, even when I begged him to be sincere about his feelings towards the woman, he said "it's nothing". I am deeply wounded, but as every minute passed my heart wants to believe what he said and keep forgetting how he betrayed me, even though I have screenshots of their chat, and it is sick that I still love him and am very truthful with feelings towards him. 

At last, I made my mind to break up with him for good but now I feel depressed with my lingering feeling towards him and the pain of being betrayed. I don't know how to move on. I feel like doing nothing at all and lay on my bed all day long, but I can't as I have to go to work. At work, I can't focus to do any work at all. I don't know what to do anymore.


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