Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

i feel like shit because of my terrible anxiety and extreme reserve nature . I dont know why i keep embarassing myself everyday like literally everyday.i know we all are humans and I’ll have to talk to people but idk why i feel so different like idk i’m just too embarassed of myself and have a really low self esteem. I’m too scared for my future…i can’t think of any skill i posess like what am i gonna do few years later if I’ll be like this only.