I feel like i m stuck somewhere it become very difficult … To which place or direction i had to turn to come out from this part…
Lot of family issues+daddy issues+
My guy i loved him so much …n he said he loved me too
But I don’t know why he just want to go away whenever intense situation arises…n the worst part is his anger he can go to any level when he is on that…he can even abuse me verbally… But he do care …he wants me to become independent earning for myself but on the other hand … he show himself so practical that he seems so emotionless i dont know why …but he also says that he loves me… sometime he become like a statue …as if he dont feel anything… leaving him is like
… I m throwing my very important part of my life…as i do everything with his support… his words … He became my hope in my lowest and worst moment…
N yea this long distance sucksssss … Please anyone guuide me to a path …where i can see clearly …to what i should do… i lost my sellf respect my esteem … convincing him all te. Time…he goes to leave.me…for any stupid reason…but i also know that he would realise n come to me…but I don’t know…even i love him so much … I want to enter into a relationship with him again…i am hurt broken …i m dealing with my emotional childhood traumas …n now …he became this
Akash Dalal @skybroker
you really need to talk to psychologist. and i m serious.
Where do i get one for free…bcz i don’t have a penny right now
Akash Dalal @skybroker
check on now n me they have it i guess??
I really need a help … My childhood traumas have overruled me… I want to come out of this … I want to be happy n i m tired of being this… anyone please suggest what should I do…
therapist …will this work? Or how they work?
Akash Dalal @skybroker
yes. therapist do work. and how they work depends on which one you are seening.
I mm very afraid if my life my decision ,… my migraine is worsening … I have got problem rhinitis …which is hard to deal …i m scared of trusting people … I talk to people i try tooo …but at the end i don’t have a single friend …i realise tht i overthink n didn’t allow myself to be open to someone but…how does that even matter. No one cares… People want to become a friend …when there’s a need…n deep emotional person i care a lot i feel alot …on the outer side i look very hard on people … I can’t focus on my work …i m broken i cry whole night… whenever i sit alone
I have no money ,noplace to go no people, sitting at home inside a room. Whole day… Whether its a covid or not…i was very charming person …and ambitious tooo… now i feel like i m drowning I can’t help myself i don’t know how i can come out of this…and my guy …who was the only person…i gave that place too i shared myself…he also become that …even after lots.of promises he did he is hurting me.so bad now.
Akash Dalal @skybroker
hey. hey hey. i m sorry all this is happening with you.
but dont feel yourself alone. i m here if you want to talk okey. i will be trying to be your that friend whr you dont hesitate n feel comfortable to talk about yourself.
and we do care. this community care too. :)
I need help … please tell me how can I come out of this…at least …i can control my mind n heart …
Akash Dalal @skybroker
You know after hearing you out i do believe in you that you will come out strong and more powerful and will ambitiously progress in the life you always wanted too. : )
Akash Dalal @skybroker
hey friend. I don’t have a short cut way to get it through. all i can do say you have to stand up for yourself and try to make it through.