I feel like I just miss my boyfriend all the time and It just makes me crave human affection so bad

Boyfriend

I wish I didn't have a father.

It's f*cked up to say, but if this one person didn't exist, if this one person controlled himself, i wouldn't suffer, my family wouldn't have suffered. Now, we're an empty house even though it's filled with people.

Family

When u check ur phone after 3 hours and u have 0 notifications.

What do you think?

3am Thoughts

A pandemics wreck 
Locked at home for year and a
Half 
Without going anywhere out 
We sit and rant about it 
But some people have lost them
Near and dear ones gone 
Without a moment’s loss 
Masks up please! 
And 6 feet distance away 
Our nation has lost her thousands of children 
From jawans ,elders, and old ones to children are gone 
Many have lost their livelihoods 
From software workers to migrant labourers 
We ask about the future of our nation 
Because her economic growth has been shortened 
Wear a mask be safe ,be six feet away and stay at home at quarantine to avoid further loss

this one of my poems which will be published soon😊

Poetry

My husband disrespect me and keep on pointing that he is bearing my expenses and I  living in his house and he is doing favor on me so he have right to scold and disrespect me  ,and I shd not reply him. Back ,I have recently started working and salary is okay, is it safe enough to move out with my 8 year old son 

Marriage

Am not feeling good..i came out of my house staying in friends house now from yesterday.
I feel so guilty .. i realised am the wrong person ..i didnt support my sister well and always used to scold her and doubt her.
am not good person..everytime she goes out with her friends i feel unhappy ..complete communication stopped between both us..
from childhood onwards whenerver i get angry/feel sad i always stop eating food,stop talking to my sister ,go out of house and shout on her
and feel like dying and always tell that i will die..My sister thinks i dont like her thats why am like this with her may be she is right
i over react for small situation and over think .i know am not good person ..i dont want to live this life am done ..there is no use 
i dont know what to do now am not able to think of anything except dying..am feeling so guilty..every one thinks its my mistake only.
i said sorry so many times but i dont get reply from her..i tried to solve misunderstanding but she is not at all interested to talk with me
i am feeling exhausted ..everyone left me alone..i know thinkinag of suicide is not correct but i dont have any other option..please help me 

Lonely

Alone 

I am graduated and I want job 
Work from home plz help me 
I want to earn 

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