I feel left out in my college :)
I can't even make friend with others. no one even notice me
😔

This still happens with me😑
But I’m okay wd it

College

College is a very stressful time, but it also makes us realise where our interest really lies. It makes us realise what we need to do in order to be better than the rest, instills a spirit of healthy competition in us, and makes us confident as an individual to go out into the real world. 

Education

I was excited about college but now I hate it. I don't care about the infrastructure or the food in the canteen or the fests. I hate my college experience because I dont like the subject I learn. I don't get any value from it. I think it's pretty useless. I am finding out a way to pursue my interest. I'm developing my skills. Let's see what I do with it. 

I'm actually working hard is what I feel now. Doing a few internships, studying simultaneously. I'm happy that college has started making me more concerned about productivity. 

The sudden urge of dropping out from college. Man it's just one last semester, and it's ONE more again 😭

I'm done. Fuck them 

Anger Issues

I doubt if I would've continued with my degree if it wasn't as inexpensive as it is. I don't think I've learnt anything new or interesting over time. Yes, perhaps more maturity in terms of the way I've interacted with more people and learnt their ways and behaviour. But it just makes me wonder how we give so little a thought to the next step in our life for the sake of just doing something. But I guess right after high school, only few know their calling and that sort of just makes things worse because it means that the education system has been unable to give a more pragmatic approach to learning which can later on serve as a path finder. Instead we just focus on rote learning and obtaining marks, without any thrust on gaining any actual knowledge. I haven't even made friends in college that will last after college, let alone a lifetime. All in all, it's been a poor experience mentally, emotionally but thankfully not financially. 

im very grateful to find college friends who understand me so much

Relationships

In this pandemic situation, I have drifted away from all my college friends(since I didn't have much in school) , I have applied for masters in Australia and I am really really worried about my social life as I am much of an ambivert, but still trying to find friends around. I just wanted to know if this is normal or am i just overthinking? 

Overthinking

I hate my job. It has completely drained my soul. I probably should have chosen a different major. I wish I could afford going back to school. It feels like I’m never going to be capable of earning enough money to live independently.

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