I feel caged. I know I am not a grown up yet. But still. My mom is there everywhere i go. I can’t even go to play. I can’t talk to my friends alone. I can’t do anything. I feel like killing myself. I can’t stay like everything is okay.
Ig…being independent is only solution of this
Talk to her about this (she’ll understand gradually) and don’t let these bad thoughts get into your mind. Sometimes parents care more than necessary. Tell her that she can trust you and she will.
No I had broken her trust very badly. Honestly sometimes I feel like any parent in her position would have done the same. But I can’t control my thoughts. I want to trusted again but it seems like impossible.
I have told them everything. They just keep ignoring or they keep shouting at me.
When the trust gets broken its difficult to become like before. But not impossible. Until they don’t trust you completely, keep trying.
And since you are not earning you have to stay by them. Don’t look at it like a cage its because they care about you and from that past experience they think you won’t be able to protect yourself. Give them some time and do the things freely n confidently even if they keep eye on you. As there is nothing to hide from them. Things will get better with time.
Hmm you are right. But at a point I just get too frustrated. I am not allowed to go out alone. Not allowed to go out with friends not even to nearby places. I guess with time things will get better.
Yes things will get better. And wishing you all goodness in future. :)
Thanks
